nothing to post O:
bye.

im NOT sad today!
3 cheers! .
woooohoooo.
in fact, im happy today,
i dont know why,
my mooood is so unpredicable. { my spelling fails}

maybe is he spike hair today then i liddat :X
i followed wad feon ask me to do.
i flipped a coin,
head = give up
tail = continue.

first try ; give up
second try ; give up
thrid try ; give up.
-__________________-

1 hr ltr , i tried agn,

first try ; continue
second try ; continue
third try ; continue

walao, -.-
maybe, give up first,
then suddenly like him again.
woohoo :X

after dance,
i went mama wiv weien they all.
i went cus he was thr :X
then, his whole gang of friends thr,
i saw him , he didnt even bother to look -.-
he jus continue to play wiv ming kiat { i think? }
hahahaaa,
then i chatted wiv feon for 20 mins on the fone ,
in the bus, :D


im gonna rest my eye now,
it still hurts,
the tears wants to fall out,
but, it got held back.

the pictures shall speak for the last few days.


blame me for playing wiv penknife.


calli!



stupid zilian kuang

today morning i very bad mood la!
my freaking uniform cant seem to wear properly.
then,
art, i cant draw nor paint properly!
RAWR.!!

after art was PE!
after art i become hyper alrdy lahs :X
me & deon was talking.
then suddenly , i look down,
i was wy!.
then he look up , he wiv gabriel O:
i was like. 'OMGOSH!'
then i keep pull deon shirt :X
hahahaa! sorry deon!.

pe run so many freaking rounds.
tired leh!
then i saw wy kana kicked by gabriel! O:
then they doing dont know wad kind of warm up,
so weird wan sia.
hop hop hop :X
then the boys all running.
he was last sia! ah, he didnt run at all :X
2nd time he got run,
fast leh :X .

after pe,
recess -.-
then late for class,
got scolding. :X
i go in, sleepy.
but cant sleep in mr cho lesson!
ltr tio gan, :X

then the other lesson
nothing great happened.
after school, went meet martin.
when i reached, saw martin , bigstomach, joyce & xinyi alrdy O:
then me & calli sit thr,
chat & done stuff,
feon & aiyun & huiping came after that,

feon's VULGAR, aiyun's VIOLENT.
they make the perfect pair :X
after that,
me & calli & huiping go back school :X
paiseh, nid you two follow me back :X:X
then was doing the blardy music file.
& the place i siting,
cant see weiyang ]X

then reyna & her fren came down.
forget her fren name alrdy :X
then she knows i like weiyang.
then chat chat chat!
become very good fren alrdy!
LOL!.
after that, HYPER!
then at 530 , go home :X
reyna wan go back,
so all go back.
then deon also go back wiv us.

talk talk talk, i wan see weiyang,
reyna keep pull me away T_________T.
then i wait for 228 wiv reyna fren.
wait wait wait,
then board the bus,
when reyna fren go alrdy.

xiaoben came up the bus.
suay siah :X
he saw me, even though,
i tried to cover myself wiv my file :X
then he sit infront of me.
we chatted,
bout many thing.
& i ask him bout wy thing.
then he ask i like him isit.
i was like, uhhhhh. yah
then he ask me ask for his no. myself.
more sincered. {idk how to spell}
-________________________-
then he say his personallity or characteristic very cute one leh :X
ahahhaa,
thn i wan go down alrdy,
he ask me pei him to inter -.-
then i walk wiv him till mrt.
then i walk home from thr,
he say i lie to him?
i DONT live at bedok south!
-___________________-

idontwannaaskhim,
imscaredhewontgive,
butsomanypplaskmeto.
stopmakingmeconfused.

JAY ROCKS LAH!

HAPPY 29th BURFDAY JAY!

im so happy happy that i can go his concert lah!
why u never sing wo bu pei?
T.T I WAS WAITING FOR THAT SONG SIAH T.T
jay's funny, in some sort of way O:
jay " u all know today wad day mah? "
everyone " UR BURFDAY!!!!!!!!!! "
jay " u got see ppl burfday still come concert perform wan anot? "
EVERYONE " SCREAMSSSSSS"
jay " anyone got prepare cake? "
everyone "screamsssssss"
jay " nvm, my mum at home bake alrdy"
-____________-

thr were some other things he said,
but i couldnt remember.
cus i was super duper tired.
HHA, everyone sing burfday song for jay!
nan quan mama also sing along!
got 1 ending part very funny!
nan quan mama the head,
he wear DRESS,
THEN GO HUG JAY!
WAN KISS HIM SOMEMORE.
LOL LOL LOL LOL !
the concert ended at 11 plus,
but i reach home going 1 alrdy.
cause go eattt!
then sit taxi home,
got play jay last time concert song!SO LUCKYYYY.

iLOVEloveJAYCHOU.

not everyone can understand wad im going thru,
those whom i've trusted,
i've alrdy poured everything out.
esp, aiyun & feon.
i know, whenever this happens to me,
the both of u are the one that suffer.
im sorry, i'll change.
no matter what happens in the future,
i'll be happy. :D
& nv to attitude the both of you.

im sorry i cant promise i will stop cutting myself.
i dont know when i will really break down.
when this is over,
then, i will be able to promise.
the reason i dont want to promise u two is cus,
i dont want to break a promise in the end,
& our friendship straining.

i tried not to cry,
i did my best,
& i did not cry,
but most of the time,
the tear almost came out...

i realised something,
when u're actually in a bad mood,
u actually listen in class
& understand wad the cher is talking bout.
i actually understand science! :D
wow wow wow,
& mr cho is the only person that made me laugh.
HAHHAAA.

EUNICEYIK SHALL BE MY VALENTINE :D

replies to tagggs ;

feon' ; i nv cut alrdy, :D
JOYCE; TAKE AWAY LE LO.
JINGSHI; IT WILL NEVERRR DISSAPEAR. WAHHAA.
LKL ; u link me la, then uu very easy come le wad. toot.
aiyun ; YEAH! HAHAHAHA.
CALLI ; ME TOO , SO HARD CATCH UP ):
YUNSHAN ; NO WAY !
LINN(: ; HOW CAN LAZY REPLY TAG! AHYO!
AIYUN ; YES BORINGGGG.
JON ; YOYOYOYO! :D
AIYUN ; YEAH YEAH YEAH

today i was realllllyyy fucked up since morning. -.-
mostly was me imgining things till the very bad part,
so i quiet down for awhile.
i only saw him TWICE. W A L A O.

maybe feon's right,
when he never spike hair,
i will bad mood O:
omgoshieeee! hahahaha.

i got nothing to say today,
aww ]x

to feon ;
dont worry bout ur dad ]:
he concern bout you,
thats why he went to _______ to find you.
he may be strict, but he cares.
cherish wad u have,
maybe i haven told u & aiyun wad had happen to me & my parents last time.
jus cherish, before its too late :D.
cheer up!

to aiyun ;
i got nothing to cheer you on! HAHAH.
but u will always be thr to listen to wad i say,
i really apreciate it :DD
im willing to be ur listening ear :D
thank you for walking wiv me home today :DDD.


boy, i want ur no. badly.
but i couldnt jus go right in front of u & ask u for ur no. right?
should i take the first step? or not?
but if i dont, will we ever talk?
its possible i could wait for you,
but if we both dont take the first step,
will you wait ?

i still cant forget that day,
when i looked out of the window on the first day of exam,
when i saw you, i knew u where the one.
since that day, i kept staring at you like siaooo !
hahahaha! & i think u know i kept staring?
ily as much as i love pikachu! :D
i only hope, you can read this post. )))))):
1 mre month to valentine's?
are girls suppose to buy for guy or guy suppose to buy for girls? HAHA
&no one will gimme anyway,
im not wad chiobu or wad.


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today go school mood still okay lahs,
then science first, left 5 mins only mr cho then come O:
i kept staring out of the window,
brad said he was coming to di siao~,
in the end, he didnt O:
awww, i was waiting to bash him leh!

then when recess,
naikhee said that wy have handfone le!
LOL LOL LOL!
i wan his no. so badly. LOL ):
then aiyun they all keep push me to him cans,
like uhh? -.-

after that, going back to class, saw mr yew & vp !
hurry zao ah!, ltr he seee my 'neat' uniform,
then all zao, beehwa they all saw le also zao? O_O?
think so lahs, not sure.
then went back class sian dao~
on the way back saw brad & andrew,
i was like ' omgosh? ' then zaoooo!

reach 3rd storey,
look down, brad saw me -.-
im not sure bout andrew,
then i point middle finger then walk off,
walk wrong way!
so clumsy! aiyun they all laugh . -.-

today got no eng! O:
which means cant sleep! aww ):
then after school, didnt went dance,
my private reason okay!
then after school i dont wanna talk bout it O:

conversation on a foolscape paper a few days ago :

1st : xxxxxx.
2nd: xxx xxxx.
3rd: xxxxxxxx.
4th: xxxxxx.

me :****? so many laogongs? ILLEGAL LA.
aiyun: not illegal de, u like can lerh (:
me: i dont like anyone of them O:
aiyun:dont lie, u like ur 4th laogong!
me:noonoono! is u cans!
aiyun: why me? xxxxxx is urs!
me: he's not mine lo , he's xxxxx de!
aiyun: no xxxxx! you!
me: **** you ! LOL
aiyun: dont anyhow **** larh!
me: LOL! :X , SIANS!
aiyun: why sians? no xxxxxx ah?
me: no la! you scare him away lo!
aiyun: then u sad right? no xxxxxx sad larh
me: NO! he is good FRIEND[:
aiyun: not good friend is boyfriend!, then u so close to him for wad? why not others? why him?
me:he msg me first one leh!, then others got their own girlfriend 1 more is gay O:
aiyun: like then say larh, we say u like xxxxxx then face red red! we too understand you le!
me: crazy, i dont like him can,i red cus i hot mah! -.-
aiyun:LOLS ! belinda HOT! then i stop saying him then normal then i say again, then red agn! me: cus my temperature up down up down mah! [:
aiyun: canot be de! you dont lie, what up down up down? your face up down meh?
me: IS TEMPERATURE LO!

sorry ehhs, i lazy delete my previous post,
so jus keep them ehs :D