Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Friday, January 25, 2008


Y118 days since i've love you.
today , i thought & thought,
should i give up or not,
i know that u're hinting me,
that u want me to give up,
maybe im the only one that can sense it.
wad you told him to tell me today,
i already know,
its time.
but, i have this feeling,
that i still wan to continue liking you.
if u want me to stop liking you,
can u stop staring?
i know i used to stare at you like this,
but, the more u stare , the more i dont want to give up.
i know wad u was thinking,
so when i walk pass u ,
i jus continue walking FRONT.
never turning back to take a look at you.
maybe ppl might think im crazy,
i dont know you, yet i still like you.
but, i know, why i liked you.
its hard to explain..
i tried to hold my tears today,
when i recieve that msg,
& maybe others might think i will cry anytime,
yes i will , but im never going to cry infront of everyone.
i rather hide in my room & cry out loud.
boy ; i dont wanna give up.
but someone told me, its better to give up.
the more u like that person.
the more that person will avoid & hate you.
wad should i do?
crying wont do any help,
cutting will only ease the pain,
but im not going to cut myself.
the cut yesterday hurt me alot alot. ];
sorry , i dont feel like blogging bout today

1:56 AM
Yours truly.