Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Sunday, May 11, 2008


i really wish to smile, but only you could make me.


maths paper was super hard.
i was super distracted.
super sick too. reyna said she kept hearing me cough.

it has been three days since we last sms-ed.
i really miss you,
i feel like msging you, but we aint friends anymore.
even if i really did, u wont reply.

i tried my best to control myself yesterday,
but i guess, i couldnt.
im not strong, but u once said i was.

& its hard for me to close my eyes,
everytime i do, your image will appear.
i guess i cant let go, & i knew that all along.
if i were given another chance,
i guess i would do back the same thing..

today is the last day of exam,
i still remembered what you said..
back then, i kept looking forward for this day,
but now, im only dreading it.

today morning, my eye was a little swollen when i reached school.
but when i jus woke up, it was super swollen till
i can barely open my eye.
i didnt cry last night, maybe during my dreams i cried?
or, i cried without knowing..

imissyou, i really do..
只要能在和你说一句话,我就心满意足了


9:39 PM
Yours truly.