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Sunday, June 15, 2008
We used to be so happy together,
always laughing at each other's jokes, now something just tore us apart, and I now realise how much I miss you. So if I cried a river for you, Would you come back? If I would stand by you, Will you come back? If I beg and say, please don't go away, would you even look back? Would you even look back at me? If I started chasing you, would you let me catch up? If I fell would you try to catch me? And I just want to say, if I told you I loved you, Would you come back to me? -- I miss you The laughs we shared The times we had I miss our friendship The way it used to be The way it was before i told you I miss your smile The sincere happiness inside The grin that came when we talked I miss the way you called me yours I wish i could go back And take back what i said When i confided in you the feelings i had We can never be us, but our friendship will last... I thought it was true, but it seems it was all a dream wish I've driven you away and i tears me apart Being with you would always brighten my day But it seems that i have driven my gleaming sun away I miss you But at least my memories remain Keeping the dagger from my heart...but never truly taking it away -- maybe you'll see how torn I am, I can't give up on you, you're my friend, if not only more what am I to you these days? an acquaince? one that you've forgotten? I wish you could see what you were doing to me, I can tell you and tell you over and over again, but you don't get it. come back to me. -- are you thinking this? : When I try and hurt you you always seem to laugh like it's all one huge game to you that's all just in the past. It's like my words dont matter like my blows dont mean a thing You ignore what all I'm doing as though you dont give a damn. It's like somehow you know I love you though I dont know how you can.. When I try to hate you I cry so deep inside. 'Cause when I try to hate you it's my love I try to hide ; or have you really forgotten me? i hope not. -- will you catch me when I fall? Or will you watch me hit the floor, then walk away and close the door, pretending that you didn't see the collapse of who I pretend to be? -- when those words came out from your mouth my heart shattered into a thousand pieces, no, why not a million or billion instead? why not take back your words, and this time i will shut up & you'll lead my way. the way, back to your heart.
7:54 AM
Yours truly. |
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