Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILIONGGGGGGG
.18 already ehs? :D
we used to be so close, but now, we're like total strangers D:
but still, happy birthday!
-

8:52 AM
Yours truly.




i dont want to feel this way. i guess, we'll have to stop talking for awhile.
Today was suppose to be nice, yet it turned out like crap shit.
during 11 plus, got woken up by aiyun,
& fell asleep again.
But, still managed to get up & went to do elearning stuff.
afternoon watched anime & yay, i finished it.
but the episode not finish one, so gottta waitttt.
then the bad thing happened -.-
restarted comp & yeah, spoil -_______-
then reformat the whole thing.
great, now all my thing gone.
& everything cant download well.
im so pissed off now -.-
Jialing asked me to create LJ, should i? O.O
replies to tags :
Felicia : mummyyy, mine more cheap leh D: , yours is super ex kay :D love you!
LIONEL : hahah -.- glad u know u look gay.& u love pressing two times uh? -.-
Reyna : haha :D okay.
Jialing : hahha :D i love my regular tagger, & i got lj acc, but i forgot -.-
YanYi : haha, the photoshop thing uh?
Cindy : HI! :D
Xinmiao : im LAZY D:

5:33 AM
Yours truly.


Thursday, July 10, 2008


Replies to tags :
(cus i wan reply jialing) teehees.



YanYi : i got smile & laugh leh O: , thanks for what? o.o
Sinyi : of course! :D
HANHAN : haha, featured up there jiu okay le lah :D
Xiaoyu : yeap :D
Reyna : i help you? :D
edward : LOL. reply le lah! u also study kay!
Jialing : H-E-L-L-O , my regular tagger :D



8:23 AM
Yours truly.




I find myself slowly fall for you.

dang, today is tuition day.
which is pure boredom.
-________________________-

Joey went off early today.
:/ then i stayed back a little longer to wait for cheeming.
For me still early.
Gah, waited for daddy & he took a long time O:
boringgggggggggg.



7:13 AM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, July 8, 2008


No matter what I say, no matter what I do, you'll
Be sorry anyway


went out to AMK hub with sister, venus & crystal.
crystal is so so so so so LATE.
L-A-T-E OOOOO:

Shop around & i fell in love with mini toons sweet :D
& went ard
then went fairprice.
& i took a picture of sister.
she LOVE it can?!
u now go see her msn,
the picture sure is that one de!

Then rushed to tuition.
so great, i going 9 then reach -.-
rushed through the questions then go fetch mama :D

time to reply tags!
my tag board got problem -.-


Jiahui : haha. thanks, i love the heading too :D
Chiumei : YOOO.
Xinmiao : if i am given a choice, i dont wanna recognise you lor!
Aiyun : lol. u send me one u like lor.
Edward : LOL. YAH. HAHHA. edwarad. :D
Feon : i never say u run O:
Reyna : send me one of urs then :D
Feon : no problemo!
Jingshi : i miss you too :D
HANHAN : got lor! u see the picture.


8:46 AM
Yours truly.


Monday, July 7, 2008


i thought, i had already let go of you.
who knows, i havent,
that day, during prayer, when The pastor asked us to let go of things that are already gone,
i cried so much, because, in my mind, it was all about you.
why cant i just let go & forget you?
it was so easy for you to forget me, but its so hard for me to forget you.

You asked me to forget the past,
yeah, how i WISH i COULD.
drive a car, bang me down. & yes, i will forget EVERYTHING.


11:11 PM
Yours truly.





SISTER.

happy birthday! :D
I hope you like that message i sent you yesterday.
i think very hard then think de :x
As i said, anything you can come to me,
im willing to lend you my listening ears & shoulder.
I dont want you to bottle up everything to yourself ]:
we're going out later kay. :D
three cheers. !

10 more days to our 2nd month ♥ ♥ ♥

10:06 PM
Yours truly.




Let him go. he's not yours.


Back from Chalet, dont blame me for not inviting anyone.
its not my chalet, its my FAMILY'S.
went on Friday night, prepared everything & i fell asleep.
slept the earliest, woke up the latest -_-
Went WWW & Escape.
Escape go for 3 hrs liddat only.
cause nothing le.
Went back chalet, Changed & went to WWW.
wore BIG tshirt&fbt shorts. -.-
many things cannot play, so jus lie on the water all the way.
& i become black lah. -______-

Saw JINGSHI :D:D
invited her for the bbq, but she cant come D:
Yeah, then i run back to the chalet to open door for mummy,
i wet wet go back, nvr wear slippers somemore
alot ppl stare can -.-

Then bathe & prepared for bbq,
5 plus ,went to fetch shc 16 & 17's from the mrt,
Hans came differently from them,
saw them & hans was missing,
called him & he told me he in library -_____-
waited & yeah, he came, hahaha.

The bbq nothing much, jus like normal.
O:
& yes, there are three "reds"
can you guess who? :D
Then at 9 plus, Everyone go le
Mummy friends came & they played majong.
i slept cause next day got service @ chc -.-
so tired lor, woked up & had headache.

Then daddy was so nice to send me to Expo.
waited for everyone to come. :D
service then off to changi airport eat.
ate bread -.-
but it was nice lah.

Then went to Haig court.
Had games.
After that , free time,
i didnt realise that sister go le. -.-
until i ask where she.

Then played psp.
Jason one O: , kenneth played KL one.
played till going 8, then played with the guys in the water
i got wet ._. , idiot.
some ppl with a fat stomach wanted to pull me in the water
& he didnt, but he took my slippers and wanted to throw it far far away ._.
After that, went to eat katong laksa.
i dont eat laksa, so buy cup noodle.
venus ate cup noodle too.
she kept claiming her's nicer than mine ._.

Bused to Bedok inter.
i got 4 bodyguards to escort me home.
LOL. they say my hse there very dark.
but i used to it le. :/

Home & used computer.
chatted with Jason, Alot crap manssss.

-

Today rot at home lah.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-


tuesday's tuition is gonna be boring. argh.


1:04 AM
Yours truly.


Friday, July 4, 2008


我会慢慢的忘记你,和我们的过去
because, you asked me to.


School was fine. (again)
started of with HR. done some colouring.
i kept saying leon copy my colours. (laughs)

Then was history, ms mariana never come D:
i miss her manszx.
She's so niceeeeeeeee.
& i love her lessons, they are never boring [:
instead, ms zan came to take over.

copied the ans of the worksheet given.
Then after one lesson, ms zan disappeared.
go toilet.
then when go back class, that chuasai come relief.
something funny happened.

he asked us to do 2 compo.
those no book, stand & do on foolscap.
& must 1 paragraph 8 sentence -_-
Then me & aiyun & feon make alot of noise. ( :D)
Aiyun got chased out of the class -___-
& then i went to talk to her.
chuasai asked if i want to join her.
then if she's a hot celebrity & mus talk to her
i everything say ya.

Then he GOT say if i want get out , then go.
Then i carry deon's table out.
when i reached outside,
he go ask why i go out,
i go shout, u say if i wan go out then go mah!.

Then he ask me get back in -_______-
Then i slowly take it, scared deon's book fall.
he impatient, say wan help me move in.
then he push the table, & everything fell.
HAHAHAHA.
then i come in from front door. LOL.

Then i lonely lah, sit at the back of the class.
but better, can concentrate.

Recess was spent in the toilet. :D
we were joking around? hahaha.


After school, saddening!
but who cares? the PAST is the PAST. (right? :D)
Ate with Jiahui kfc.
didnt talked much though, & bused to find CALLI.
i _ _ _ _ _ infront of her. (embarrassing)
Then we went inter in search of calli's comb. -.-
she very toot lor. choose 1 comb so long -_____-
Then went off to NTUC fairprice!
Had alot of FUN.
she's like so high, everything also need take picture.
-.-

saw my aunty, & she BULLIED me.
she asked me to bring 3 bottle of wine home -.-
so heavy lor!
Camwore-d with calli @ 222 [:
i saw someone in the bus O:

& yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
CHRISTABEL & CHINYEW. ! :D


PICTURES :D:D




OHHH~ my underwear!






she molested the duck D:
-
before taking this photo.
calli said, ' EH, here no ppl, lets take photo!
Then she forces me to squad down with her
but my big butt cant squeeze in & her sarsi is in the way -.-
























calli is weird,
she says to me
c : are you happy?
b : yeah, i am happy.
*pause for a moment *
c : okay then, lets go
-



1:46 AM
Yours truly.


Wednesday, July 2, 2008


Im so lost.


School was alright.
except, i did something that will disappoint many ppl.
if you all found out, im sorry.
Goodbye to all my friendships.


why must you treat me this way?
i sit upstairs, you sit downstairs.
why is there always something that blocks me from you.
51 days of not talking, it hurts me, so much.
Sorry for the past.
Sorry for the future.
Sorry for the present.

Every minute, im waiting for ur msges.
Let me cry for you.


11:58 PM
Yours truly.