Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Sunday, March 30, 2008


is it me?
or the way you're talking to me is changing back to how it was back then.
wtf. -__________________________________-


4:55 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, March 29, 2008



sight-seeing a cat? -.-

it has been outside my house everyday acting like a statue. -____-


SEE!!


she looks clear, but the background is blurrrrr.




its cute. but....




after taking out the underwear, it shows this, wad kind of toy lai de!


sweet -.-

wads with the jiao bins?


*niang*


SAPPHIRE :D:D:D:D


while taking this picture, calli said that a hand will come out & grab me -_-


kitten! its much cute-r then that asshole outside my hse.


chio gilda :D


where's kunze? * imatures :D*


sleep my dear, sleep


:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.


camera shy eh =.=

-
many things happen-ed yesterday.
fun & laughter are mostly that happened.
looking forward to tmr :D
esp .
dance, pe & recess! :D

9:01 PM
Yours truly.


Friday, March 28, 2008


screwed. totally screwed.
if it aint for my nervous-ness -.-
okayyyy, partially was because he was there, & i was facing him.
which is like -______________-

then the dance was super messy.
some pepo told me he laugh-ed.
which is like W-T-F. -______-
then i was super paiseh already. haissssssss.

im so so so so so happy actually.
cause i saw him the most times for my whole life i think.
morning when come school - saw.
recess - saw.
lunch time concert - saw.
after dance practice - saw.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

morning was like usual, he come in school, we walk pass him.
recess is per normal, he face his direction, i face mine.
lunch time concert, he was laughing which is like -_____-
after dance practice, jus saw for a few seconds and the bus came,
i still dont know he is what house colour lah -.-

normal PE - strivers
sports day - achievers
just now - winners
-________________-
wads next? join dance & wear victors? :D

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy, stop talking about him!
stopppppppppppppppppppppp.!


today :D
as usual came school before 7,
waited for everyone, walked to 4a2 area,
& spotted him :D

HR was taken by the vp talking which was crap.
softball boys was called up!
when mr zaid said ' ... .... '
1 by 1, class ppl turn behind & look at me ._.
then was briefing bout tmr,
he was behind with the others,
kept turning back & never listen bout tmr O:

then lessons, today is so so so so short.
1155. went to dance studio to changeeeeee.
then went down, to atrium,
dance got many ppl seeeeeeee.
& i messed up the whole dance ._.

when jiahui told me he was at the hall outside there,
walking away liaos. then i was relief, -_-
who knows he made his way back & came to the atrium.
then after the oldies, was standing with the others.
then weien push push push me to near him D:

then had dance practice as normal.
then went mac with calli,
on our way to the bus stopppp,
i saw someone that looks like him,
then nearer & nearer le, i saw, really him :D:DDDDDDDD

he go bend down & seeeeee :D:D
the stupid bus so fast come ]:
ate & saw kenn, his hair got cutted O:
then saw sinyi , then dorothy.

then took 228 to bedok inter,
took the letter & wanted to go see bags with calli.
but no more already -_____-

then home sweet home,
later got tuition -_____________-

i dont care if pepo say im despo,
but i really really want you.

2:31 AM
Yours truly.


Thursday, March 27, 2008


TMR IS LUNCH-TIME-CONCERT.
omggggg, im so scared & nervous.
calli & me kept saying at msn that we're super super nervous.
& i dont think can wear spects ._.

okayyy! i replying my tags -.-

YUNSHAN ; u good lahh! go upstairs then can see le -.-
JINGSHI : yes! again & again!
aiyun : im not sad :D:D:D
JINGSHI : LOL! im ur worst nightmare....... no lah, i ur lil angel! HAHAH.
Jiahui : wadeverrrrr. LOL.
YUNSHAN : LOL! i loveyou toooooooooooooo. $89 & $200 :D
Chiumei : okay :D



6:12 AM
Yours truly.


Wednesday, March 26, 2008


im crapping with jingshi now.
hahahaaa! thinking about wad to send to * ahems.
so that he will reply. hahah!
i keep wanting to send him ' im your worst nightmare ..................'
LOL LOL LOL! hahaha! maybe the
'anybody got lobang for job? please reply asap if have . thankyou.'
from jingshi is better. hahah!

okay! tata everyone!


5:48 AM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, March 25, 2008


Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel, you're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

-

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart


2:23 AM
Yours truly.


Monday, March 24, 2008


爱一个人为什么那么难?
whenever i see a lovely & sweet couple.
the feeling of jealously comes in.
see-ing how happy others are than yourself.

oh yeah oh yeah today!
super love lovee loveee today ! esp. PE
fun but tiring! ((((((((:
ran 3 rds outside the school, but got rest laa.
1st round still can ta han man!
2nd rd, can die liao lah -.-
3rd round, dont talk about it. walked almost the whole way ]:

i think during the 2nd round? his class also run (((((:
then the grp i with, behind him onlyyyyy.
then i chiong laaaa. LOL.
according to wad feon & aiyun they all say,
he looked at me when i ran pass him? O:
& he chiong-ed pass me ._.
then he look back, then i slow down le, no use running so fast over him.
LOL. hahaha, then my face is like super super red lah!
now i type, face super hot lei! LOL.
he did head stand at the d&t block there ;D

so cooooooooool. (:
♥♥♥, after recess, dont feel like saying.
hahaha. skip skip skip to dance.!
FYI , i didnt know why my face was red, even at the last period of the day.
before dance, went toilet with calli, jiahui & huiping.
jiahui & huiping is so so so obsessed bout wadever D-gray man thing.
i wasnt interested laaaa. i was busy day dreaming.
then went danceee, 230 start, then brush up all the steps.
i suddenly feel that very squeezy. =/
6 + then end bahh.
oldies will be facing canteen. ._____.
its better then facing atrium,
hahaha.

okay. tata everyone.

5:16 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, March 22, 2008


replies to tags :
JINGSHI : wo xiang ni too ]:
JIAHUI : LOL HAHA. yeah.
weien : yeah. hais.
aiyun :LOL. siao ah.
gerafin : smileeeee (:
yunshan : WHJ HUAT AHHH.
cqr : wads wrong? O:



8:58 AM
Yours truly.




OFFICIALLY IN WHJ GANG.
1.YUNSHAN.
2.JINGSHI
3.BELINDA
4.CALLI

there are more that will join ! (:



8:35 AM
Yours truly.




went church today.
yeah started @ 5.
i went at 2 +
which is like , ohmytian. chatted & played ard.

had service as usual.
didnt had the mood to listen to the sermon.
thinking bout some asshole.
& i miss jingshi ]:
calli too. she's sick. ]:
yunshan's out. ]:

to a certain someone :
shit you, stop acting like u;re so fucking big.
ur attitude sucks. & today u come in church,
u ji tao diao me. like wad the f. ?
& i did ask him to tell u stop calling her.
its irritating okay?! if the person dont wanna go.
dont force her la.
& u tell her my excuse is super stupid?!
imagine if i went,
my dad is home, but he's sleeping & he jus came home @ 11am.
he wont wake up till 5 or 6,
what happen if smth happen, like my brother fall down,
anyhow on the gas. etc.
if my father & bro lost their lives,
are u going to pay?! can u pay their lives bck if this happen?
& please la. nobody is asking u to care about us.
-__________________________________________-




ilovelovelovethis :D


i love this, calli dont.


the jiaos


super nice hair -.-, weizhen tied it.


stupid bao girl.


O_O


fugly belinda.


belinda + ahems * = jiahui


chio dua neh bu.


haha, wads so funny. =.=


nice big breakfast, by peiwen, & calli is laughing all the way.


strip off. calli PJ's.


tally & shorty. :X

6:04 AM
Yours truly.


Thursday, March 20, 2008


I SUPER LOVE TODAY
♥♥

no special reason.
maybe some knows why im happy & sad.
as well, LOL.

replies to tags :
aiyunn : later he tot i siao, no reason say hi -.-
yunshan : TOUCHINGGG ((((: yunshan dont cry lei! i cry u musnt cryyyyy.
xinmiao : LOL. wadeverrrr.
weien : i mean like, i dont like it when ppl say that lor, u dont like it either rightttt?
its not really counted as talk laaa

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8:23 PM
Yours truly.


Wednesday, March 19, 2008


failure.
im such a failure,
i cant make my friends happy,
i cant make myself happy.
i hate it when im sad.
is it that hard to be happy?

162 天.
爱一个人为什么那么困难?
how i wish, i could go up to you & say how much i liked u.
we're talking about courage, people say im brave,
but i dont find it so. i got no one to talk to, im scared.
what their reactions will be. esp if its ' huh? u dont know him, & u like him?'
' what?! u like him so long, only talk to him once?! '

etc. etc. dont talk to me, if u're gonna react this way.
PLEASE ): ,

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

always perseveres.
its what keeps me going.

one more phrase, its dedicated to someone important.

Love is , a symbol of eternity,
it wipes out all sense of time,
destroying all memory of beginning,
& all fear of an end.




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8:29 PM
Yours truly.




我为你哭,天为我哭.

yay! i just woke up from my warm & comfortable sleep (:
so nice la. sleep when raining.
hiding under the blanket. LOL.

im so so so tired today. maybe cus ang ang come? :X
& my shoulder muscle tear, wth -.-
chiong-ed my history & chinese holiday homework last night :X
now only left home-econs.

next friday is lunch-time- concert already!
oldies oldies! steps still not quite sharp /=
got fashion show sia, for the sec 1's :X
& yeah, i didnt see him for the whole day.
which is like fuck. zzzzzzzzzzz.

nevermind. there's still tmr (:


replies to tags :
aiyun : hahaa.
chiumei : {x , thanks.
chenkai : wad act cute! LOL. lazy link laaa.
jingshi : jingshiiii!


3:06 AM
Yours truly.


Thursday, March 13, 2008
saddd post ):


grrr. i suddenly feel that my blogskin is super ugly. )':
& i want to find a new one! but i cant. )':
im so so so sad today.

1. i feel so extra.
2. i feel very sorry, for just leaving without notice.
3. im soooo sad for not buying that phone ]:
4. im so sad that mum shouted at me.
5. im so sad that i flunked almost every subject.


im trying so hard to be happy.


5:06 AM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, March 11, 2008


replies to tags ;
shanice : replied u on msn already :D
HUISI :replied on ur blog (:
-JOYCE : im glad to hear that lahhhh ♥ , but some ppl always hear le then not happy sia ]:
JINGSHI : hahaha. (: , but now u seldom online liao siahs ):
Jiahui : hahah, u come online more often then i can tell u merh. ♥
NICOLE : meii ! u & b 1 mth already? :D
aiyun : haha, apreciate it. im willing to listen to ur troubles too, jus call me whenever u want. :D
SINYI : i never already! im good right? xD



thankyou all.

11:42 PM
Yours truly.






no one's there,
no one likes me wh en i talk about him.
no one's willing to listen,
the joy, the sadness, will only be left there, rust-ed.
哭又有什么用?
你不知道,我有多么爱你

6:25 AM
Yours truly.




replies to tags ;

ohmacdonaldhadafarm : haha, i replied ur tag already. & yeah, ur name forget to write eeyaeeyaO. :D

Wow : u wan spam more mah! spam 2 words only, LOUSY spammer! FAILED. :D

-Joyce : relax man! spammers are fun. esp, when u dont know them :D

aiyun : first tag means? hahaha. spammers are so funny & exciting man! :D:D:D:D


2:42 AM
Yours truly.


Monday, March 10, 2008


danced ----- > ate -------> home.
:D

replies to tags;
weiennnn:D : LOL. love me more than mogu? i love u more than wy mans! . i more pro in make that lao tico face merh :X. hahaha

Jiahui:D : hahaa. love u la

-JOYCE : LOL. u finally called me LINN & not linnie! wahahahaa.

-FELICIA : weien can nvr beat me in making that face. bcus, im a real tico & she isnt! wahhaaa

2:40 AM
Yours truly.


Sunday, March 9, 2008


i see ppl doing this, & i find it fun :D
so i wanna do tooooo.

FEONN
our two months coming le leh :D:D
anyway, u might get a suprise, (:
* winkkkkkkks *

thanks for all the help & concern u gave over this 1 year.
i really apreciated wad u did for me. & for us.
friends forever kayyyyyy.

AIYUN
hahah, thanks for everything u done for me kays?
thankyouuuuuuuu.

JIAHUI
good good nuer :D
be more obedient leis :X!
& i love you lahhhhhhhhh. im sorry for wad i done to u last time.
my selfish-ness & misunderstandings towards u,
it will be the past. (:

lets start anew. shall we? (:

JINGNI
helo my DANCE partner!
ilove you many many * hugs *
dont keep things to urself eh? anything can tell me :D
* loves *

REYNA
mother! i love u alot lah!
thank you for helping me all these while.
u & daddy are the best mans! :DDDDDD

DEON
DADDY. be honored to be in my list lah xD
haha, 女儿爱爸爸和妈妈♥
hhees, we both dont like that person. HOHOHO.

JOYCE
crazy asssholeeeee.
my name is LINN. not linnie~
hahaaa :D , i love u many many.

EUNICEYIK
nice! i miss u alot ):
when are u coming back to singapore???!!!
thanks for listening to my troubles on msn.
iloveyouuuuuuuu.

CALLICHUA
oldies dance partner!
i love u alot!, although u make my hand very pain after dance!
ahahaha, :D
hurry come join me @ bible study leis ]:

TANZIHUI
LCD! eeyer, i dont like call u lcd sia.
ppl will say i insult u , LOL.
haha, i love u more than u think okay. :D

LEEJINGSHI
ilove LJS :DDDDDDDDD
thank you for listening to all my troubles & *ahems. :D
sorry if u get irritated when u hear them,
& thanks for the advise (:
*loves*

YUNSHAN
we had some misunderstandings last time,
but now they are all the past already.
hehes, next time u wan find ppl spam blog.
find meeeee :D

WEIEN
mogu lover! ur silaotico love u alot u know (:
hhees, wish u good luck that he will love u ,
or should i say love you :D

FELICIA
motherrrrrr. i love to see u dance,
& i love ur hair,
mostly , i love you.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

YANYI
PAPAPAPPAPAPA.
u're a man laaaaaa. admit it :D

KENNETH
ilovehoney :D
but sorry, i love *ahem more.
LOL.


if i forget u , im sorry ! :X

replies to tags ;
aiyun ; im never happy, hahaa.
xinmiao ;LOL. im not touched, see ya tmr ;D
AHHKENN ; LOL. but i still love u even though u dont love me lah! :D


6:23 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, March 8, 2008


ohkay, yesterday was boring.
never go church, personal reason.
related to my previous posts. hahaa

stayed at home & played ps2 all the way :X
metal slugggg. its childish, i know -.-
i dont dare play resident evil :X
looks scary. ahahaa

yeah, while my bro was playing, i was camworing. hahaha!
oh yah, i nid a chinese tutor ! fastttt!.

pictures ;


with my bro hand -.-


half face & my bro ugly face.



metal slug , mummy -.-


jump jump ahs.


nice scenary


spot the meow meow.


lol. im not trying to attempt suicide -.-


ahyo, the lighting too much lahs =.=


heh, the welcome back thingy :D

okay. bye.

8:45 PM
Yours truly.




shall post tmr.
dad's angry again.
okay, nights :D

8:16 AM
Yours truly.


Friday, March 7, 2008


FUCK, all my fault again.
grandma wan run out.
i also canot do anything mah!
like shit she will listen to what i say meh?!
she get into any trouble, my fault again.
cbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.


& yeah. stupid copycat. fuck off lah.

5:26 PM
Yours truly.




iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
imwaitingimwaitingimwaiting.
foryouforyouforyou.
pleasepleaseplease.
dontletmewaitdontletmewaitdontletmewait.


when i saw you today during recess,
i was super pissed off. ever since u know i like-d u when n.k told u.
u started to go back class or nvr come recess anymore.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i feel like crying back then.
i was so stupid. i walked ard the school, & went in 3 toilet. wet my hair & went out.
ppl think im crazy, walking here & there for rounds.
if you really dont like me at all.
tell me, & hopefully, i will give up. even though i dont want to.
iloveyou.


1:56 AM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, March 4, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADLEY HENG :D

15 already ;D

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to bradley, happy birthday to you,
hope u can jio dao the person u want okays? :D


if u really like him, take him all you want.
broken friendship is not worth for a guy.
if he really likes u, he's yours.
no matter how much i like him. even though if i like him longer thn you.
but, i know, i'll find someone better then him.
i wish, the both of you happiness.


boy,
iloveyou,ireallydo.
but, u're not worth more than a friend





2:23 AM
Yours truly.


Sunday, March 2, 2008


today was SUPER DUPER FUN!
esp. when went to NICKI's hse. N-I-C-K-I.
LOL! we were so wad luh!
went to orchard, jus to eat long john's & kfc!

everyone was high at nicki's hse. hurh.
im the most innocent look one okay!. :D
yeah. so, shall post pictures other day.


3:50 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, March 1, 2008


after reading my achieves, i feel so stupid.
hahhaa! really.
i sound so stupid & pathetic.
LOLLL.

later going slack wiv feon, & the rest barhs.
18 march hurry come! :D
oh yeah, church yesterday was fun.
tingjie came back already! *woohoo's.


6:24 PM
Yours truly.