Love locked down

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

You had my favourite colour - purple.

I made you purple for a REASON.

maybe back then, i made it for fun. but these few days..

Idk why, but i loved that purple was on you.

i've been waiting & waiting. but it didnt came true.

Maybe. Im just some ordinary girl.

& im not special enough for you.

thats that.

Bye.

7:46 AM
Yours truly.

You'll never understand why.

We were super close before that feeling came.

But when it came, Everything seems to fall apart.

Im no one.

Im not special. Im just any Ordinary girl.

I guess, its better if i kept this a secret.

Everyone's feeling shag or tired these few days ]:

Including me. I slept in science & cme today.

Ms Candy thought i was sick. ._.

Early morning. i accidentaly diao-ed someone =.=

This sounds rediculous, but if you read this. sorry alright ._.

Its boring today.

=________________________________="

2:54 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Gossiping ;
Something everyone does everyday.

Defination : idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal
or private affairs of others.

Is Gossiping really that great?
It'll just make your mouth rott & you'll go to hell. you morons.
Just wake up abit. What could gossiping get you to?
More trouble.

And im not talking about anyone in particular.
So dont come and ask me if its you,you,you,you or you.
yea. gossip bout me for all i care.
you're just gonna go hell.

Horoscope :

Today, some people will agree with you, and some people will not.

And you need to learn how to accept those

who don't see things the way you do.

They're not trying to dismiss you, they're just being themselves.

You can't waste your energy picking fights with people about things you cannot change

-- namely, the way they think.

If you butt heads with someone, just move on to other people and other things.

Agree to disagree, and save your strength for things

you can actually change.

Sheesh, 6 papers finished already :D

so fast okay. Still left ..

Maths Paper 1 & 2,

Literature,

Science,

Art.

Eh? idk if still have =.=

Jia you liao mans. :D:D

I almost fell asleep during Chinese P1 today.

But the half hour, i was day dreaming.

P2, not enough time ]:

Macflurry with reynaaaa :D

She keeps claiming herself sexy okay.

I asked her whats her greatest achievement in life,

She said : making you sexy!

=.= thankyou. i know i v. sexy lahs :D

11:17 PM
Yours truly.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

What you said. i put it behind.

you'll never understand why.

you never hear what i've to say.

you always thought im in the wrong.

its always me.

Went children church in the morning.

okay. super boring. no offence.

Lunched, Off to church office.

Then blah blah.

Then somehow,

it just fell.

everything just fell.

Bused home with jonathan and andrew.

Thanks for sending me to my stop (:

6:31 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, September 26, 2008

As promised,

Im posting nowwwww.

4 papers down, Many more to go. ]:

Im screwed Geog & History D:D:

I should have studied more lah.

Slack slack slack, omgosh ]:

Needa buck up for the other subjects already.

I want to get 55% & above for overall percentage! :D

Mye get 51% only =.=

Thats very risky

well, just good luck to all yea :D

Chiongg studies! (not) (:

8:24 AM
Yours truly.

Will be updating later.

yea. if i can.

6:54 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Things to do :

Study.
Study.
Study.

DAMN IT. exams in like 2 bloody days & im still slacking!

Fuckzxxxxxzz.!

on hiatus? Come on.

i wont go running away. :D

Melissa : yay! :D
Yanyi : yeap yeap. Bubbleteaaa.
PasserBUY : hahaha. thanks, love you too. omg O:
Chenhan : omg! gay.
Emer : replied in ur blog i think.
Joyce : replied in your blog {;
Weien : ticoooo :D wo hen hao. :D
Cqr : i know lor! ==
Weien : why cannot! its so cute!
Melissa : MELISSAAAA :D
Feon : yups yups!
YANYI: oh! i forgot about it. :P
Jiahui : lol.! cute.
Darius : yay! x2
Chiumei : {:{:{:!
Venus : but im gonna die ]:
Feon : wo mei you.

2:22 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Currently on HIATUS.

reply tags after exams.

2:15 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Im very weak,

weaker & weaker everyday,

it feels as though, im dying any minute,

Or fainting at least.

my legs tremble when i walk,

whenever i stand up,

Headache comes, Can anyone understand how i feel?

im dying

m dying

dying

ying

ing

Im dead, Be glad.

5:38 AM
Yours truly.

Pictures learned to talk, dont they?

5:38 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, September 15, 2008

I dont even know what i am thinking now,

maybe you all thought i fell for xxx already.

Did i say so? no.

Im just flirting ard i guess.

Idk what i am feeling...

No one will understand how i feel,

No one.

I trust you will never lie to me,

but i guess, you did.

Nevermind, im used to it.

No point hiding, I know everything.

7:25 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I gotta let my Spirit be free,

& open up my heart.

Many things happened on Sat & Today :D

I shall not say too much,

i forgot part of it already.

But! Belinda Tan's guai today.

After lunch, Went home straight to do art hw :D

But she hasnt complete it -.-

Okay. Ciaos.

7:02 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, September 12, 2008

No matter what,

Im still a liar.

hate me, Just hate me.

~~uoyrofllafannawtnodi~~

5:32 AM
Yours truly.

It felt as though,

It was Just yesterday when i was strong,

It was just yesterday when i was born,

It was just yesterday when i said ' mummy '

It was just yesterday when i learned to walk,

It was just yesterday when i got into primary school,

It was just yesterday when i last saw my primary school friends,

It was just yesterday when i came to secondary school,

It was just yesterday when Eunice Yik went to australia,

It was just yesterday when i gone up to secondary 2.

It was just yesterday when i got my mid year results,

It was just yesterday that we became together,

It was just yesterday when you left me.

Super tired today, slept at english lessonnnn.

somehow, everyone's noisy, so is the teacher,

Just managed to doze off for a few minutes,

recessed, science-d, Chinese-d.

Ate & msged in classs O:

[Someone's scared his teacher would see him msging, & didnt dare to reply me. LOL]

after school, went to D&T.

Managed to finish it? except sticking. O:

Went off at 335?

Aiyun found me & jingni, & we went to play table tennis :D

Waahaha, i thrashed Yanyi! :P

she owes me bubble teaaaaa :x

Bus to yanyi's house, Then me & aiyun walked to her house area,

& 222-ed home :D

Shag, Tired & Moody.

Replies to Tags :

Joey : Noooooo, I then dont wan be mrs Pc okay. :P

Joey : Nevermind.

Jiahui : aha. Read finish liao right :P

Calli : Hahaa. okays.

Aiyun : -.-

YanYi : Told you already! Thinking ....... :D

Emerson : replied at your blog.

Aiyun : uh, some random blog lehs.

Emerson : replied at your blog.

Aiyun : yah loh, Cannot take Jokes. LOL

Cindy : yes it is, yes it is :P

Jiahui : nevermind.

Emerson : replied at your blog.

2:27 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

You are all I've wanted,

You are all I need

You are all I've dreamed of,

You are all of this to me.

Schooooled. More fun today :p

Early in the morning had maths -_-

super tired.

English next, talked to feon. (alot)

And walked ard the whole classroom block :x

Recess, etc etc.
The last lesson was GEOG.

JingHui, Kiatseng & me was crapping about the ' 人肉包'

& 人肉包 was super bu shuang with us O:

Maybe only me. :x

& 人肉包 freaking threw a paper ball at me,

& Hit till my Nehneh! Wth -.-

I felt like slapping him you know.

After school. shhh :D

2:54 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Hees, Daddy's so stupid just now :D

Lets see, our conver! :D

Daddy : eh eh , come take chair sit down, i wan talk to you.

Me : Dont wan lah, i wan watch tv. Somemore i sit down, i just eat finish, the

waist will big one sia!

Daddy : okay. then you stand here.

Me : I told you i wan watch tv -_-

Daddy : Awhile only lah.

Me : okay okay

Daddy : You hor, next time hor, dont sit on the computer for so long leh!

Me : where got long?! OHYA, THAT DAY U SCOLD ME,

I HAVEN EXPLAIN! I THAT DAY COME BACK AT 6,

I USE COMP TILL 10 only lehs! where got use 6 hours!

Daddy : 4 hours also alot lor!

Me : but but but! u still misunderstood me!

Daddy : Haha

Me : SAY SORRY!

Daddy : HUH? FOR WHAT.

Me : you misunderstood me leh!

Daddy : dont want!

Then i walked off -.- dont wan talk to him already!

this kind of person ah, wrong jiu dont wan admit :P

one more thing!

Mummy came home with loads of stuff,

Thought some yummy stuff.

But ....

instead, it was all ORGANICS.

OMG, what 7 types of things added together,

my mother point to me & my dad,

All the things in that cereal,

then i was like " WA, LIDDAT BU SHI LAO SAI! "

mummy said " LAO SAI NI DE TOU! " (diarrhoea{dont know how spell} your head! )

daddy laughed -.-

5:48 AM
Yours truly.

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.

Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.

Not one to mess with. Rare to find.

Good when found

GEMINI - Irresistible

Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where...

Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.

Talkative. Outgoing, VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.

Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word.

Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way.

Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke.

Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet, but usually crazy!

2:55 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

If only, time could heal all wounds.

~~After what you said,~~

~~I guess, It will never change.~~

Early in the morning, had hair check or smth,

then its like, we girls stay for what siah? also wont get caught one.

then aiyun, feon, me , jiahui, reyna & jingni wanted to go off -.-

then mr rag walk towards us? ask us to pick up litter -_-

Okay. humiliating.

Then had lessons.

Well, still the same :P

after school, Feon, aiyun & reyna came my hsee,

cabed O:

Then cooked mee & nuggets :x

the oil is so scary!

then ate & they went back -.-

Okays, before they went back.

Aiyun & Feon said something,

And they ran in my room!

play with my bed -_-

crazy! hahahahaha!

1:54 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Cooollllll. Very Very very long never reply tags already,

so, Now reply okay! :)

From 31st august!

Jiahui : Hahahaha! sad lah! :)

Joey : hahah. you were cans? Yeah!

Jiahui : you ben lai jiu should cover your mouth when you laughing okays

-- & you not ugly lah.

Weien : hello tico :D

Aiyun : yups.

YongSiang : replied long ago in your blog. HAHAHA.

Darius : No way! :) & you look Good in that picture anyway.

Yanyi : Hahaha! People fated to msg you at that time mah :D

Feon : hahaha. (:

Aiyun : no problems. No, it dont suck! :P

Joey : mrs PCCCCCCC! :P Po-ta-toe.

Yongsiang : yups! :D

Jay : thankyou? :D

Cindy : Yo man :x

Feon : where got emo! ^^

Joey : No happy stuff mah ]: hahaha. im lazy to edit them ;x

Jiahui : XieXie ni? (: yups. red is Hot. :x

Yanyi : im happy :P

Aiyun : boooo. im not sad. :)

Jiahui : but i dont miss you! HAHAHA.

Megan : hahaa. shall link you up soon alright.

Joey : ahaha.

YanYi : you should know! *grins*

Feon : hahaa. wo zhi dao. ^^

Emerson : hahahah! new friend!

Weien : nooooooo! D:

Shuya : hahas. Thanks, Yeaps. super true.

Aiyun : yeaps. try it.

Tingwei : linked! :D

sorry for the late replies yeah.

7:53 PM
Yours truly.

Freaking day, Freaking day, Freaking day,

Nothing turns out right.

Schooled like usual,

Nothing much.

after school,

went HPB For backbone checkup,

Then went for x-ray.

Then went china town,

& bused home.

I hate belinda tan the fucker.

5:38 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Okay, enjoy.

If you've just had a break-up and are feeling down, you're not alone. Just about everyone experiences a break-up at sometime, and many then have to deal with heartbreak —

a wave of grief, anger, confusion, low self-esteem, and maybe even jealousy all at once. Millions of poems and songs have been written about having a broken heart and wars have even been fought because of heartbreak.

True? yes.

Lots of things can cause heartbreak. Some people might have had a romantic relationship that ended before they were ready. Others might have strong feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same way. Or maybe a person feels sad or angry when a close friend ends or abandons the friendship. Although the causes may be different, the feeling of loss is the same — whether it's the loss of something real or the loss of something you only hoped for. People describe heartbreak as a feeling of heaviness, emptiness, and sadness.

Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain.

Here are some tips that might help:

Share your feelings.

Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)

Remember what's good about you.

This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.

Take good care of yourself.

A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too.

Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and

depression and give your self-esteem a boost.

Don't be afraid to cry.

Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.

Do the things you normally enjoy.

Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.

Keep yourself busy.

Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps.

This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby.

That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process —

it just means you should focus on other things too.

Give yourself time.

It takes time for sadness to go away.

Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks —

and sometimes even months.

Somehow, I hope this will help People (:

including myself.

2:26 AM
Yours truly.

Headache's.

~~kcuf~~.

My phone's gonna break into two anytime -.-

Which is, Im not gonna have a phone (?)

cause my sony ericsson one sott alrdy. ]:

Someone help me with art?

I seriously got stuck.

The Leaf one's hopeless - -'

Totally crapppppppppppppppppp.

momma says i got attitude. (:

well, w.a.d.e.v.e.r.

2:17 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, September 5, 2008

一滴...两滴..三滴..。难道就这样骗自己，说自己根本不爱他?

I dont love you.

Im a Big Fat Liar.

8:36 PM
Yours truly.

Destiny Cries's a Nice book.

Fate & destiny? do you all believe in that?

Do you believe, you can go into another reality?

I believe.

i cant change destiny.

My Life's like this.

I DONT WANT ANYONE TO UNDERSTAND ME.

6:25 AM
Yours truly.

Lol, im bored.

#1 Who was the first one who tagged/ passed this to you?

Cindy!

LKLLLLLLL.

#2 Your relationship with him/her?

Sister in Christ :D

Brother in Christ.

#3 Your first impression of him/her

Friendly lah deyyy.!

Irritating, cause, the first time i talked to him,

he made Joel called me aunty.

#4 The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you?

Bu zhi dao leh ;x

comforting (?)

#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you

dunno ;x

#6 If she becomes your lover, you will...

If she'll allow, then say bah :D

Umm, i'll die of distraction -,-

#7 If he/she becomes your lover, the thing--

huh ?

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will.

Depends, if it's my fault, i'll avoid her? ._.

Gahhh, die of banging of doooorsssss.

#9 If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be..

Me being sensative! D:

Fighting back -.-

#10 What do you desire to do for him/ her?

Support her in everyway yeahs.

Comfort him! O:

#10 What do you want to do for him/her

Help her lohh. in anyway!

Bu zhi dao.

#11 your overall impression of him/her is

=.=

#12 How do you think people around you would feel about you?

i dont care what they feel, but im sure they'll say

who's this retarded ass yeah?

#13 What do you like about yourself?

Nothing -.-

#14 What do you hate about yourself?

For being a failure.

#15 The most idea person you want to be is...

me, myself & i.

#16 Say something to the people that care and like you.

dont know.

#17 Passs this quiz to ten people

1. Joyce sisterrrrrrrrr

2. venus eeee!

3. Feon aiai!

4. Aiyun meiiii.

5. Leonard nggggg

6. Lionel eeeeeee!

7. Lkl!

8. JiaHui nuer (:

9. dariusssssss.

10. Yanyi mei :D

#18 Who is 6 having a relationship with? - Lionel

His gay partner? no idea.

#19 Is 9 a male or a female? - Darius

Shemale.

#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? - Lkl , Yanyi

No -,- 一个天，一个地

#21 What is number 2 studying? - venus

Studying more bout belinda!

#22 When is the last time you chatted with number 3? - Feon

hmms, a couple of hours ago O:

#23 What kind of music does 8 like? - Jiahui

No idea O:

#24 Does 1 have siblings? - Joyce

Yessss. !

#25 Will you woo 3? - Feon

why bother woo-ing her? she's already my wife lah dey, & we

got a child named Lion. (:

#26 How about 7? - Lkl

No thank you -.- i dont wanna die of noise.

#27 Is No 4 Single? - Aiyun

Currently, yes.

#28 What is the Surname of 5? - Leonard

Ng, N for Nemo & G for Gay. (:

#29 What is number 10's hobby? - Yanyi

I know, but bu ke yi shuo (:

I mean, its smth you all dont wanna know! * laughs.

#30 Does 5 and 9 get along well together? -Leonard , Darius

Seriously, I dont know. But one's my mummy & one's my daddy!

Bed also go before :P

Joking -.- , they never say wan acknowledge me :P

#31 Where is 2 studying at? - Venus

Tkss. O:

Noob school -.-

#32 Say something casual about 1? - Joyce

Eh, she mooo's at the morning,

Mooo's in the afternoon,

& at night, she moooooo's at my face.

Getting fed up with a Mehhhhh back instead :P

#33 HAve to tried developing feelings for 6? - Lionel

No. NO. NO.

Why, cause, I'll L.O.L everyday -.-

#34 Where does 9 live at? - Darius

Chai cheeeeeee.

#35 What colour does 4 like? - Aiyun

Blue? pink? -.-

#36 Are 1 and 5 best friends? - Joyce, Leonard

Not say best of friends, but friends jiu yeah.

#37 Does 1 have pets? - Joyce

A hairlesss dog.

#38 Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?- Lkl

Omgosh,yes -.- the sexiest PEAAAAA in the world.

5:31 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Do i look happy?

Im gonna smile, cause i deserve to.

No matter what,

I'll accept the truth.

I'll hold yesterday, that day, forever, in my heart.

3:43 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

We always knew that it'd come to this.

It's times like these I forget what I miss.

Matters of heart are hard to address.

Especially when yours is full of emptiness.

And it's quite alright.

And goodbye for now.

Just look up to the stars,

and believe who you are,

'cause it's quite alright.

And so long, goodbye.

8:12 AM
Yours truly.

Today

Talked on phone with Feon, Aiyun & Leo last night.

Till 1 plus -_- . people almost fall asleep.

Aiyun was mia-ing.

Feon was talking like some mad woman.

Leonard's rather quiet, but also very noisy at times.

Then today wake up, cannot wake up leh,

Dunno why, -.-

But still managed to Wake up.

Bathed then went to school.

D&t. rotted there like omgosh.yes.

Met Feon & co. outside school.

Cause of me & Jingni, we missed the bus? -.-

okay, sorry.

Then had the amazing race alright.

Well, nothing much, let the pictures talk [:

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Tuesday.
Woke up early for Miss Joey Ang. Aka : mrs P.C (:

Met her at Bus stop. went Petal mac :D

Studied, Like. yes, STUDY. -__-

Belinda's so guai. :x

Studied till around 2 plus going 3.

went to take contact lens.

Learn how to put also.

Super hard loh -_-

6:19 AM
Yours truly.