BELINDA

2009-02-09T04:57:00.001-08:00

http://lockeddown.sampa.com/
Support me please.
(:

2009-02-06T06:25:00.000-08:00

Many stuffs happen these few days,
good & bad, lazy to list out,
but, ya, somethings is troubling me,
and im finding things to occupy up all my time in order not to think of it.

why do friends betray you, ?
one whom u trust most...

ohwellls! it's ok,
im alright, weehaaaaaa .
i just miss my friends. ):

Dance oh dance,
stop torturing me!

-STRESS-

2009-02-04T06:07:00.001-08:00

Waiting, for that day.
when it will finally, be my turn,
to prove it.

2009-02-01T02:17:00.000-08:00

我想对你说，但就是不懂得怎样开口.
如果在这样下去，
我的心就没救了.

寧願心碎哭泣再狠狠忘記
你愛過我的證據
讓晶瑩的淚滴閃爍成回憶
傷人的美麗

或許在最後能聽到我一句
輕輕的歎息後悔著對不起..

2009-01-21T04:19:00.000-08:00

Headache... awwww ):
Anyone wanna celebrate CNY this saturday????!!!!
:3

Im off to sleep.
and it's 8.20 pm now (:

posting after CNY :D
toooooodles everyone.
Invite me to your house, so i can get red packettt!

2009-01-15T01:37:00.000-08:00

rahha, my previous post was emo.
:/ but now im okay already!! most probably. (:
ok, so thanks for all the concerns,
im super lazy to reply tags, but thanks :D

School's like normal everydayyyy,
but only today i got scolded for my skirt.
Nevermind, so i went home after school and somehow,
saw Yunling on the bus,
and we chatted from the bus stop till my hse downstairs,
we chatted since 3.45pm, tillllllll, 5.15pm?
:D well, let's see each other in syf (:

ok, i updated,
i shall go and chiong my art now.
Toodles~

It hurts.

2009-01-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

No one really knows, how i seriously feel,
all the troubles, all the hurts,
but it's okay. God knows everything.
Lord, Just Answer my prayers,
thats all i ask..

I wonder, who am i really?
hyper/ sad.
A smile, is so decieving.
A smile, could hurt so much.

At times, it feels like i am all alone.
I know there are people out there for me,
but, no one really understands me right?
No one really felt that PAIN.
But still.. it's okay.
I still have The one, who understands me,
The one, who heals all my pain,
The one, who hear my cries every night.
The one, whom i love..
The Father, The Son & The Holy Spirit.

Mum, im really sorry.

2009-01-08T02:06:00.000-08:00

I reached home before 4 today!
So guai RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The rest went to church.......
so me & darius went back.
He's SO NICE. ( I GOT PAID TO WRITE THIS ) joking :D
Free Ice Cream! HA.

school was boring because im lonely.

2009-01-07T04:42:00.000-08:00

I watch the rain as it drips off my fingers,

I feel no pain but still your memory lingers,

I guess everything's o.k.

I stand silent, waiting for the memories to fade,

My feelings run violent, I've never been so afraid...

Emo? Nothing much bah.

Just some things i found online! :D

So no Worries!

Ok,,,,,,,,,,

The last few days got Nothing much,

school / home / tuition / powerhouse.

Let's talk about today then :D

School,

Got our new seating arrangement,

Currently with WEIZHEN & AHMAD :D

we're so gonna be like hyper and stuff,

during history we're like noisy, and it's VERY noisy ._.

Blah, after school went to TingJie's House!

Tuition. yeaman.

IM like learning more chinese words.

Zhao ru's seriously not helping me -.-

So, Tuition finished at 5? went marine parade library

with Tingjie, David & grace (:

David's so cute. aha.

Then Grace went back, Joshua Joined us,

go some book store,

:D then went borders, GahGah!

Great day perhaps ? (:

Hope tmr's even better.

Toodles.

2009-01-02T05:45:00.000-08:00

2009-01-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

Im bored, And i shall do Dedications for 2008!

(I know im late lah. but nevermind right!) :D

SHC! :

(not in order)

Pastor & TingJie :

I doubt you will see this. but, Let's build this church together

i really appreciate for those talks and stuff that you've done

for me or for the 16's as one.

But still Thankyou!

Kelvin Cai :

Hello! thanks for all the encouragement/talks/scoldings

And even comforting -.-

Haha, Im always here to help you in anyway kk.

Nice Jokes you have -.-

Martin :

SHIMUUUUU! Thanks for the listening ear sometimes,

And the keyboard lessons!

And now you're incharge of DAMAI! :D

yayness!

Zech:

HOWDY! You're always so hyper and stuff

even though you're like, in army?

very good example lah you.

Good Job in the flashback and design.

Next time no need me help you do your blogskin already (:

Esther:

I doubt you'll see this too -.-

but still thanks for correcting me when im wrong

appreciate it alot from the bottom of my heart (:

smile always.

Eeming Jie:

Thanks for the encouragements,

When im bored, you'll talk to me,

Thanks (:

Bro tony :

BIBLE STUDY TEACHER!

:D You always tell us some storys

that makes bible study intersting o.o

hahah! PA is coool~

Joyce :

Howdy sister, Same class THIS yr

let's Reach out to more people alrighty?

And not let this sister-feeling between us fade away (:

And dont ever do those silly stuffs u did last time.

you know what i mean (:

Smile always. im always here for you!

Jonathan:

Hey, Thanks for the encouragement and support when

im sad and stuff (:

Really appreciate it, i hope we'll be as close as ever kks.

Thanks for you-know-what!

I didnt get a chance to say thanks.

SAY IM NICE! HAHA :D

Smile always.

Emerson:

Hi bro! , i know you like rice or shit paper kk

u dont deny! thanks for the laughters.

Nice dance ytd -.-

haha, takecare and smile!

Venus :

Hi pretty, Smile lah!

always sad sad sad =.=

beat you ah! Joking (:

Love you. *as a sister*

Gerafin :

HiHi, the only Church member that ever stayed at my house,

haha, be HONORED OK!

And remember to smile lah.

Dont emo!

Xinyi :

Thanks for the dedication during Christmas!

Love you kks.

Even though im not very close to you,

but still want to wish you good luck in your studies !

wait, you're always good -.-

hahaha!

Kenneth :

BLAHA! is cuter,

stop argue-ing assie!

(: Thanks for always waiting for 24/ 28 with me!

And the dance steps too,

even though the original version is too SEXY -.-

Xueqin :

Hoodie lover :D HIHIHI,

Nice voice, (:

Goodluck in secondary school! :D

Joseph:

Thanks for the craps and entertainment!

Always when im bored,

i'll find you, and you'll entertain me! THANKS YEA

Darius :

BAKKUA i dont like ty.

Smile kks, and grow spiritually in the Lord, (:

Thanks for everything!

Andrew:

Thanks For helping my in stuffs!

And even cheering me up!

Lionel :

We're always sad at the same time,

-.- hahaa.but still cheer up at times okay

U want me show u all ur funny picture no problem,

make u laugh can alr!

thanks for your listening ear too!

Cindy :

Long time no see sista!

Miss you alot okays,

Hope you miss me too yea! when u go B.C

do drop by my house! HAHAHA :D

Love ya sista

LKL :

Thanks for the listening ear k.

appreciated.

Johnson :

ahgonggonggongong,

we strained. haha. but still, smile always!

DAMAIANS.

FeonTan! :

AIAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you loads lah kkkkkkk!

Thanks for making me smile for the last 2 yrs,

when im down, you comfort me.

I really really appreciate it k!

love you!

Aiyun! :

Thanks for coming for service once (:

And for making up those misunderstandings we have.

really, Smile, and, be happy!

Always.

Jiahui :

OHOHOHOHOH,

are we like gonna sit in the canteen always?!

I WAN MAN! we will have so much to talk about!

Miss u oh-so-much!

Reyna :

Thanks mummy for your listening ear,

advice, you too be happy always k (:

dont do anything stupid.

And YOU'RE SO TALL!

Jingni :

(: Thanks for the birthday pressie that time,

and happy belated birthday!

Yanyi :

Thanks for helping out with the dance

and bringing Joy to me by hypering always!

Anything speak to me and i'll help you (:

love ya.

Felicia :

Mother! Even though we're not tht close

thanks for the birthday present,

And I love you!

Weien :

Tico! All the Leg-seeing really hurts my eye -.-

did it hurt urs?

Hope not O:

haha. love you!

And everyone out there!

whom i missed out.

cause im tired alr lah!

spare me (:

Happy new year! (:

2008-12-28T04:45:00.000-08:00

Pictures of the Church Wedding & Wedding dinner!!
Not many pictures of the wedding, but more of me! HAHAHA.
but it's still okay right right right?!?! (:
Dont like me or Like me still see ok!

I got a really kuku face, (TO ME).
And some picture are really unglam.
PREPAREEEEEE.
DANGDANGDANGDANGGG! -.-
crap. ha

Cousins (:

P.S/ im not that short, is some shorty want me to be infront!

Nice Lights.

The FOOOD !

Too bright.

Godmum. (:

-XINMIAO'S SITE-

The Married ones. (:

2008-12-27T20:27:00.000-08:00

My blog is DEAD. Bla-haaa!
Church Wedding & wedding dinner Yesterdayyyyy.
Shall post the pictures tonight? Now no time :D
Im just bored. -.-
Sheesh.

2008-12-26T08:23:00.001-08:00

Many things Happened these few days,
Just a little lazy to blog about it. Let's talk about today then!
Got woke up many times by phone calls / Grandma.
Was so pissed that i just sat there for 10 mins with moving -.-
Went to bathe, And got ready for work,
No mood though, too tired -_-

And Guess who Dropped by today? :D
Joyce, Venus, Gerafin, Martin, Kelvin & johnson!
:D Happy k.
I bet many customers cursed me today.ohwell, BLESS YOU ALL LAH :D

Then went home!
Daddy brought me & bro out to inter,
Bought my Skirt. *SCREAMS*
Saw Faye, But she didnt recognise me though -.-
Rahrah. Tmr got wedding Dinner to attend.
A long day, gonna Have many pictures!
Wait for it.

toodles
XOXO.
B.Tan

2008-12-23T04:50:00.000-08:00

There's many many things in my mind now,
but somehow, i dont feel like saying it to anybody (:
so, don't ask me about it yea.

I got enough of the quarrels,
let me have a little space of my own please?
Sorry if you'll get pissed off after seeing this,
but, the one wrong is always me..
Dont bother asking me about this.
i'll be keeping this to myself,
no matter how angry you are.

but still, i hope you'll understand.

2008-12-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

Replies to tags! :

Xueqin : yes. santa's here (:
Chiumei : hellooooo
Darius : Lols. i do like hot pink! -.- , uh in heaven.!
Fake-encourager : wow. ok :D
Jiahui : welcome back
yanyi : (:
........ : well, thanks (: nice name.
Emer : yesss.
Xueqin : thn whats camera for ? (: hmms, yups. im dora's evil twinneh.
Kcsh : at least i made you tag! :D
Feon : thanks -_-
Jon : cool (:
Kenneth : yes! dora evil twinneh = belinda~
Jonz : huh?
Cindy : yea babe :D
Venus : laalalaaaaaa~
Reyna : hahas. yes, im a evil twin of dora! hmms, miss ya too.
Jonz :hahahs :D
Emer : yes. (:
Jiahui : like me right? hahaahhas :D
Xueqin : ello mello elmo.
Jazreel : just dial me up.
JonZ : -.- lolssss. no lohh
Emer: yesh.
Kcsh : 2nd time u tagged. yeaman! i shall PRESS on.
Kenneth : yes i did, maybe u dont rmb or smth. hahas. -.- u did.
Jonz : kinda? :D
ChenKai : O:
Darius : yea manzxzxz
Jonz : it's great. yeaps. busybusy !
Jonz : u're LUCKY i didnt k!
Emer : nvm then -.-

2008-12-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

Christmas Celebration Today.
Everyone Had fun. maybe for a certain Group of people dont (:
Who can blame them? They dont understand yet! :D
The birth of Christ!!

The celebration shall not really eleborate. Kinda alot of things(:
so i wored... kinda over.but who cares! :D
Went over to tingjie's house early in the morning with madeline !
Help tingjie with her hair :D
Her hair still okay, when i did mine. disaster -.-

so the celebrations were next. :D
well, after that, went Paya Lebar eat.
Then homed (:
I love home. im starting to feel Love once again.

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workplace!

P.S/ i know my hair sucks -.-

2008-12-20T07:49:00.000-08:00

went to church today. Tiring.
I feel weird today. but it's okay.
i'll blog other day perhaps.
Bye.

2008-12-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

Tiring day. Yet, Great (:
Woke up early and Bus-ed over to PlayFair!
Dance practice again. Not bad :D
Good Job everyone (:

Madeline - for guiding us. planning meetings. It was truely great for you to be in charge :D
Xinyi - For thinking the steps and stuff. your D almost come out at times. but u controlled. ha. (:
Kenneth - for the songs! if not for ur Songs, we mati. ohyea, sorry for shouting to you -.-
Gerafin - Ha. Good job, even though u never dance or anything before. still great :D
Nich - ENERGY! i always say. but, Good job lah!
Xueqin - alot of energy lah you. Good Job girl :D and thanks for coming for practices on behalf of madeline. (:
Chenkai - last min, yet you still made it. NICE !
did i miss out anyone? O:

so, practice then fellowshipped abit.
Kel talked to me. somehow. It does make sense.
it made me think alot -.-
Gimme back my brain cells. -_-
But, Some i alr thought. and decided. ha :D

okkk, So Prayed and stuffs.
Then dance again -.-
ok, better? ENERGYYYYYY!
Then went home with Darius & Emerson.
Bused stop with Kenneth too. he Pang-seh lah! -_-

Homed and stuff. read TSGS book 18.
scared till i dont wan read. :x

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I see my life, brighter now.

Tough times. I'll overcome it.

Obstacles. I'll overcome it too.

Satan. You're beaten. GoodBye From my Life! :D

2008-12-15T20:48:00.000-08:00

I only got 1 min to blog.
so hurry hurry!
Ytd went to buy books with aiai :D
very long no see alr. miss her alotmansszxzx
ok, so went kfc to eat. ha!
she was rushingggg O:

Then go home. played maple.
takecare of my BRO -.-
thn played maple all the way. and of course. do smth else :D
*AHEMS*

Today morning woke up and played maple AGAIN.
:D
Lvled up! woo's :D
ok.
then played with hamsters.
:D

YES. I BLOGGED IN 1 MIN. HA

2008-12-14T07:49:00.000-08:00

I've gotta put God first.
Sorry.
Listened to Yue Ding by Guang Liang today.
somehow, it seems so ... touching.
touched by this song.
maybe blog more tmr or smth.

im stunned. now.

2008-12-13T05:54:00.000-08:00

Today was Great :D

Eunice is backkkkk for holiday :D

Met up with madeline today at 905am.

off to church office :D

Practice the dance. etc.etc.

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Bible studies! Hanged out with eunice,

and Nich keep telling lionel on phone that eunice is his Stead,

Then eunice kept claiming her name is June Tan -_-

Hilarious ;

so Yikkie had this aussie assence,

her No sounds like NOI -.-

She's still has this dumbdumb look :D

looking forward to going out with her ((((((:

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Bible trivia O:

hard lehs, -.-

Then Had p&w. another atmosphere today.

kinda weird. lols

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Then send Eunice & Emer to Paya Lebar,

went seperate ways,

And i took the wrong bus back to office -____________-"

Landed at Playfair -O-"

so took 62 to office ._.

meeting, then finish alr.

cabbed home (:

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Met up with Yanyi :D

took the books, paid. :D

Thanks (L)

Pictures!

Last sunday :

Look like dora ? lol

Today! YIKKIE :D

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Cheerup. (:

2008-12-12T08:01:00.000-08:00

I feel oh-so-lost today.
Sigh, whats happening to me?
But it's okay, My nightmare is gonna end soon,
or is it just the beginning?
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Work-ed.
Nightmarket-ed
Bus-ed.
and here i am :D
(SMILES)

2008-12-11T02:57:00.001-08:00

I shall blog before i lost my eager-ness to blog.
ha. Woke up early in the morning, met up with madeline & co.
went to kenneth's condo and practice the dance. yea
we got scolded by the same man for like a few times?
well, the last time he didnt scold us cause we ran away.
Off to Paya Lebar for lunch.
Ate Honeydew sago. Suck lah -_-.

Then went to the new premise.
cleaned up.
went home.

& i stuffed myself with potato chips.
i still have one more packet. ha.
im bored.
bye.

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Sense of Belonging.
Not anymore.

2008-12-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

I need to THINKTHINKTHINK.
I cant let xinyi do all the work.
Im a dancer that cant do any dance,
How cool is that? so what if i have the strength?
....
k. relax belinda!
Thankyou fake encourager,
i will try to COOL down.
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And, How lame could those spammers/flooders be?
Like, if you're a 5 yr old kid, i understand that you kept banging the keyboard.
but HELLO?! a TEENAGER.
Im Talking about SOMEONE in particular.
Stop Ruining the age group of TEENAGERS with your childish acts.
Unless you wanna go back to your childhood which is highly impossible.
one SENTENCE for you.
" GROW UP. STOP BEING SO CHILDISH. ACT LIKE YOUR AGE FOR GOODNESS SAKE "
z.
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thinking thinking,
still thinking.
my head hurts.
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replies to tags.
those that i replied. wont be here (:

Jiahui : yea. no prize -.-
Emer : who says. im against gays!
Gerafin : Nooooo! -.- u pay, then i give u.
Lkl : reply reply.
Aiyun : thanks (:
Emer : what thing so touching?
Xueqin : HELLLLOOOOO. :D
Xueqin : it's ok (:
Yanyi : Thanks yea :D and XIEXIE ni for coming today! (L)
Weien : :D hellloooo. no problem!
Fake encourager : Yea. i will try to rest well. and my sickness aint going away. but, i will endure it. thanks though.
Jonz : lol. i dont like them either. :D
Jonz : cause cannot lah! -.-

my bro did this to me. -.-

2008-12-08T06:21:00.000-08:00

My nose hurts alotalotalot! ):
Gotta come up with the dance steps soon.
rahrahrah! ):

Met up with madeline, kenneth & gerafin.
Darius didnt turn up. k.
So, we thought of the storyline.
Then had some warm ups.
So uncooperative lah ! -_-

Crunches wont die lah ~.~
Ah, i gotta go think of the steps alr!
And im posting because of YOU :D

Goodnight world. (L)

Whats more ;

2008-12-07T20:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Someone talked to me,
and woke me up, really.
I changed.. and it wasnt for the better,
i guess, thats why, people seem to run away from me,
Close friends are drifting far.
and it left me, alone.

I just hope, i could change back to who i was.
someone, i really am.
I want to take off this mask. this fake mask off my face.
Bye.
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Another brother talked to me, and it left me dumbfounded.
Stunned.
Whats my potential?
I dont know.
Maybe, im just.. A Servant of God, that has no potential.
i cant help my friends from their emotions,
im only good at joking around, which i dont like to do.
Thats Not Me.
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Say NO to JEALOUSY!
:D It's harmful. very.
It almost made me ....
(:

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Enough crap.
Just came back from the doctor,
stupid stupid, got some infection. -____-
and need antibiotics again. for a week. Gr.
And my medicine are all drowsy ):
Im feeling drowsy now, Rah.

Ok, Meeting up with madeline & co. !
Toodles.

2008-12-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

Screwed.
Argh.
Whatever.

2008-12-06T05:22:00.000-08:00

Rah' I wanna hurry post so i can go watch pokemon! :D
Today Had bible trivia, and i think i passed? should be =.=
The first few questions quite easy, then behind, Peng ah -_____-"
After that Pastor Preached, about the other 3 DISTRACTIONS,
while building the house of God.

so yea, so now got 6 distractions,
1. BGR
2. Branded Goods,
3. Ego.
4. Selfish-ness
5. wrong companies to associate with,
6. Fear of sacrificing.

okayyyy, then after that, went to bedok mac to EAT!
Ate alot lah ok ):
Mcspicy! HOTHOTHOT -__-
Chatted alot about xxx , xxx , xxx ,xxx , xxx ,xxx ,xxx , xxx ,xxx ,xxx
ok, go guess who -.-

Then Sister send me home!
(Many many many many hearts)

It's still so long, before you come back,
you'll never know how much imy.
But it's okay,
I'll be strong (:

2008-12-05T04:05:00.000-08:00

Someone asked me to post. so i post :D
K. so Work started at 2 today,
I spotted one dress from afar :D,
While working, i was staring at it. LOL
so no "stupid" customers today. GOOD.
im happy :D

Ok, so today earned $25.
Then i went to buy the dress :D.
The rest of the money im gonna save manzxzxz!
for keyboard lessons {:

theres nothing for me to post le lah! -_-
Im so bored today -_-.
Will be working only on Fridays! Yay :D
& i love poetry!~

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever and Always, I will Love You."

Look inside my heart and you will find a special place reserved for you and you alone.
Look inside my soul and you will feel my love in every moment of our sharing.
Look inside my thoughts and you will see that love, has etched your name on my very soul.

Forever yours.

2008-12-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

HOOOOOOOOOOOLA.

Sorry lah. i keep moving, From blogger to livejournal.

Then change back. Hee. Livejournal has tooo many memories already.

Im deciding to Lock it. So only i, myself can see :D

Well, i Rotted at home today.

All i did was, Watch Pokemon, Find blogskin. Edit it. Chat.

How boring can life at home be?

But still, it's better than Working,

Seriously, Working Sucks Big time.

So, all i want to say is.

RELINK PLEASE :D

but i very lazy relink people.

actually, is up to you lah. see you wan or not.

i dont really care -_-

P.s/ istillloveyou

2008-11-11T18:52:00.000-08:00

FYI :

http://thloveshack.livejournal.com !

i moved alr. im just not closing down my blogger lah :D

ciaos~!

2008-11-07T10:03:00.000-08:00

http://thloveshack.livejournal.com

2008-11-05T21:40:00.000-08:00

Class chalet's over.

Byebye 2E6'08 ):

The chalet was pretty fine, im very lazy to type out everything.

So, see pictures! :D

Dance was boring okay! ):

dedication to all 2E6 pupils :

Hey, we've been classmates for 2 years,

From strangers, to friends, to classmates,

to good buddies, to best friends.

we've known each other better and better, over the 2 years

Comparing results, insulting each other,

quarrels, conflicts. These had happens before.

you never find one day when william/jon/deon/leon quarreling with anyone

before right?

we'll miss these times.

and you guys never seen me quiet before right? hahah!

and of course, we'll miss ms candy,

the best best best form teacher/ art teacher! {:

Hope you all like your combinations/ class!

if not appeal fast alright (:

Smile everyone.

pictures :

hello, my face is jiao. so

whatever -_-

2008-11-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

today's another day,

tmr's another day,

tmr tmr is another day,

tmr tmr tmr is another day.

whaddashitamisaying -_-

Ignore my kuku-nesss.

Today is yet another day, and tmr's another day,

and tmr tmr's another day.

SHITSZXZXZ, CAN I JUST STOP IT -_-

Today, went to chc for service.

Hola, morning had my usual morning sickness,

moodswings. -_-

so, not very good mood, and something makes me even

more worse.

(i not refering to (youknowwho) ) :D

after giving offerings, i felt better O:

idontknowhy, but i just felt better,

Andrew and his friend are like, super funny.

and after service, went to church office.

somethings happened,

but it's over now. :D

BLEAH! OFF TO CHALET TMR :D

wont be blogging for 3 days! i sure will take alot of pictures one! :D

Seeya all 2e6 pupilssssssssssssssss!

(L)(L)(L)

2008-11-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Social rejection.

somehow, Im feeling as though,

im hated, yes.

Just like how you all hate her.

Im wondering, will i be next ?

Thankyou, i know i've a sucky character,

and a intolerable temper & attitude.

Sorry yea, Im just being Me.

Today Had D.I.S.C

ohohoh, i've been waiting so long for this day! (L)

So, we took the test and yea,

Im a I.D?

I is well, very obvious, but D -.-

im not even an D lor.

everyone guess that im a S.I

in the end, my S was negetive. LOL

well, Nevermind, as long as im not an C jiu okay alr!

:D:D:D:D:D

yea, after that had camp meeting, thought of cheers,

planned everything.

Not really hearing what martin was saying. -.-

then had free timeeee.

Sat down, played with JoJo. :D

Zhiqing, be jealous :D

Crystal wrote " I love belinda "

on my leg O:

As said, im gonna reply my tags today -O-"

Jonz : fine fine. haaha

Jiahui : haha. thanks.

Kenneth : Cool. hahahas

Reyna : you went to tag everyone. LOLS. imy (:

Veron : replied you at your blog. (:

Jon : smiling :D

Weien : hehs, okay. Saw any sexy leg? (L)

Venus : yesyes! of course :P

Jiahui : I Love Pangsai girl. LOL

Jonz : hahaha. (:

Belinda : cool. you're replying now. YAY! :D

Crystal : cause you didnt link me! ): I LOVE Crystal! :D

Kenneth : some day okay. im lazy -.-

Ain : im lazyyyy ):

Jiahui : Yea! here i am :D

Feon : you-dont-love-me ):

Xinmiao : of course (:

2008-10-31T06:21:00.000-07:00

Im lazy to post yea -_-

dance was okay today.

my blisters are painful ):):):

and somehow, i cant walk properly. = limping.

GahGahGah! -_______-"

maybe some things aren't meant to be mended.

if you feel that it's not worth it.

then just fuck off and stop trying.

*SMILES*

Not worth spending your time on something,

you know,

it'll never,

ever

okay.

wadever.

im bored.

2008-10-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

Heyyo!

and so, i changed my blogskin.

AGAIN :D

And so, dance is practically killing me today.

My shoulders are swollen.

My head is giddy.

My body is aching. ):

Thursday got dance,

friday got dance,

monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday got dance.

it's killing me.

But because of the performance, im there.

if not, i pon already -_-.

wadever, idk what im posting.

-______________________-

Im sleepy, yet, i just cant fall asleep. hohoho

12.43am :D

2008-10-28T19:36:00.000-07:00

Boo, there's dance later on.
cant go for power house. ah.
byebye.

2008-10-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

But i cant help it,
you're my closest friend,
one i ever care the most about your feelings,
but yet, when you insulted yourself,
i cant help but to feel sad/angry.
maybe i know what you're feeling,
i rmb once insulting myself too,
but yet, i haven't known you back then.
idk what am i to you, but to me, you're a very good friend,
and i'll never leave you.

maybe this is why, im so moodless just now.
Im sorry.
maybe im just having too much hope,
for being a good friend in your heart.

2008-10-27T23:14:00.000-07:00

Boooooooo, mummy bought a new phone O:

GT-S7330!

hmms, im thinking if i wanna take it or not,

cause idk if my current phone is better or this -O-

help me see lehhhhhhh -.-

GT-S7330!

my current phone ,

SGH-i450.
The music volume is about the same leh O:
but the function, totally different -__-
and idk how to use.
GT-S7330 is cute, the panel in the middle is like touch screen liddat one.
so, which one should i use? :/

but of course, omnia's the best D:

Before i forget,
Joyce sister,
From reading your blog, somehow,
i could tell you're really troubled.
i just hope i could help you,
even though i know i cant do anything, but listening and
giving advice is what i CAN do.

Isn't that what you did when i was all alone?
when no one wants to listen to me,
you helped me, you listened, you gave me advice,
I'll be there when you need me.
I'll always be. (:

What are sisters for? (:
smile :D

2008-10-27T00:34:00.000-07:00

I miss my childhood days,

when i can do whatever i like,

run about, sweating like nobody's problem.

and now, im gonna go into Secondary 3.

Time passes, so fast ..

Pictures :

Grace :D I miss her !

I know i look nerd -.- this was when i was Primary 5?

changed so much. lmaos!

God dad's wedding, when i was P1 / P2?
Flower girl with mika :D

P6! @ aussie

which world i forgot alr. -.-

I miss those time when i had fun with my brother.

with no quarrels, only FUN.

Mickey brother of mine.

Who's this lady? familiar? hahah! :D

At malacca trip if im not wrong

almost drowned there. HAHAHA

Hey, im a model since young.

LOL! :D

Hmm, who's hand in between us? -.-

and i was taller by my bro 1 head,

now he's gonna reach my height alr.

wth!

I love this picture,

we're smaller than the horse so much back then,

i think now we also bigger than it alr -.-

used to be "Best-Of-Friends"

Oh, imissyou ):

Too sexy to be seen :P

Ilovethisman.

of course, mika's prettier than me -.-

I look grumpy -.-

See, from P6 till now i never grow taller okay -.-

still same height. walaooooo

Im hairless -.-

(last time) :D

Temasek's Choir O:

Aussie.

Hey, he's not my boyfriend for your info.

Belinda got bangs since young.

its nicer last time -.-

I love this pic, if only now i dare to take pictures

like this -.- lmaos.

Childhood days. ):

2008-10-26T02:43:00.001-07:00

unrelenting thoughts and emotions

cloud all else shouded in confusion and

darkness like that of a murky cold lake.

You've crushed my outlook on friendship

You've crushed the balance of our worlds

You've crushed my perspectives on how you are

Somehow, it's just hard to forgive someone.

ohwell.

Woke up at 5am +, bathed and went out.

Met sister at aljunied mrt @ 7.15

Took 62 to playfair rd.

had prayer and then started practice.

Kinda no-energy. Early in the morning probably.

And everyone is dreaming of their Pillows. LMAOS

Took 24 to bedok inter with church people.

met up with friends. (L)

Then blahblah. i dont feel like elaborating.

Anyw. ,

Jiahui, Weien, Felicia, Jieen.

Thanks for coming alright, sorry im not there to guide you all or smth,

Seriously sorry. I felt so guilty when

i saw you guys kind of lost. :/

but still, thanks for coming.

(: hope you'll be able to come for DISC session & HIP camp! :D

(L)

headed to Singapore Post after that. (:

Pictures :

Shopped at this fashion! :D

this is quite nice :x

This IS AWESOME LAH :D

oh-oh-oh. (L)(L)(L)

Papa giving me money buy this one! I (L) IT!

Auntieeee~!

Orbiang. O:

Ahaha -.- pangsai aunty.

Kawaii~

Pretty! (L)

This is hilarious, i was talking to weien & jiahui about the nice thing

up there, then i help the person adjust the shirt,

then the shirt drop. -_-

THEN CAN SEE THE NEHNEH! O:

ITS SOLID HARD.

LMAOS. :X

cute. :D

I think tico find this nice? not sure isit her :x

Tico's nice backview.

Hola, pangsai aunty.

Ciaos~

2008-10-25T08:18:00.000-07:00

Samsung Omnia ( dream phone ): )

Samsung F480

Alalaaaaaaa, I wan either of these phone lah D:

they're super nice.

and of course, i prefer Omnia. Duhzxzxz

Its my dream phone. ):

hope mama will buy for me. cheapest also $400+ D:

sighs.

2008-10-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

Tell me, how can it be that I loved you with all my heart but I was heartless.

Gah! i rotted the whole day at home -O-"

Morning woked up when bro's tuition teacher came.

Went mama room sleep,

keep got msg/call. irritaing D:

Finally woke up, Used comp {:

super bored at first. then started drawing.

Nahnahnah, not nice D:

At 1PM. Pangsai girl ChanJiaHui woke up.

Onlined and chatted with her.

We highed mans!

Then at 2 +, went to sleep {:

woke up ard 430 i think.

Then highed again! LMAOS.

Talking to Jiahui about the Rk house thing & the kfc prank call.

so i called her :X

thn we highed. and i accidentally kup,

she thought i wan run away -_-

Hee, so i spend all of my day

Camwhore-ing,

Sleeping,

Chatting with Love ones :D

ciaos~

weird hair -O-

darkaye.

Love the lighting.

CAUTION.
Not for children under 13.
Too obscene

2008-10-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

i promise to be a cheerful person.

bebe, ily

So, its the last day of school,

and im no longer a part of 2e6.

saddening, yet i know, one day, we'll have to part.

cheerup everyone :D

Changed blogskin, into a more brighter one :D

and tag leh people, im rather restless when no one tags ):

hahaha.

back to school.

went school alone today ):

daddy's lorry dunno fly go where.

took bus to school, so bloody full -_-

so walked in school with xinyi.

met up with Jiahuiiiiiiiii, and went up to class :D

chatted and waited for feon &co.

school was kind of boring though -_-

had to wash the toot tables.

mine is CLEAN! :D

scrub scrub scrub.

not like last year mans. last yr i got soaked.

many people asked me if i wanna repeat last year scene.

Laughoutloud. no way.

After school, went to meet esther, martin. & co.

chatted awhile and went off.

bused to inter with kelmond.

And 222-ed with angel then followed by Mingyi :D

cheyyyyyyy :D:D

whats wrong with ur face! O:

see, some dumb dumb didnt even know she dropped her wallet!

ms candy, jingni,aiyun,feon.

Paint O:

concentrating ehs :D

Not happy with results -O-

i look short -.-

camwhore lah dey.

2008-10-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

save me.
imsorry.

2008-10-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

Half of her.

i wanted it.

damn it, i hate home.

2008-10-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

you can jolly well ask me to get lost from your life

get lost from the house if you dont welcome me.

dislike me so much? wadever.

you'll never understand why im attituding you,

why im talking to you differently from mummy.

im not your DOG.

tyvm.

2008-10-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

No worries, no hurt

pure and instant bliss

No pain, no tears

a smile on a face

No arguing, no violence

peace and tranquility

No frown, no worry

everthing in its right place

I Just Want You To Love Me.

Holaaaa! Rotted at home today,

until i went for skit practice around 2 ++.

left home late cause of watching tv :x

Then 229 came late -.-

so did 66. made me almost late okay :D

soooo, i almost slept in the bus.

Then when i alighted,

i walked abit, then turn around,

i saw Lionel & Nicholas. O:

then waited for them.

then we started walking again,

then i turn around, i saw sister.

LOL. ima pro. :P

started to practice for the skit

blahblahblahblahblah.

then went off around 630?

one group of us took the wrong bus,

and went back to the original place to take bus.

so cute of us. LOLS -_-

Then took bus to PayaLebar.

Dinner-ed & highed. :x

hees, then waited for the bus like so long okay.

-___-

then homed.

AHHHHHH.

im bored at home too. ]:

Time to reply tags :D

Yanyi : haha. good. i wanna see you smile ehs :D

Jingshi : Jingshiiii! long time no see :D

Joey : uh, ask from me from msn :D

Deon : eh! what act cute! yah right -.-

Feon : nono. i not retarded, just mentally ill! :P

Jiahui : you racist bastard! -.-

Aiyun : hahaa.

Aiyun : Lol. okay , its tmr will be a better day. not brighter.

Weien : at least it suits you, it doesnt suit me at all ._.

):

2008-10-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

Whats the pointtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

argh.

overall results.

english : 57 ( C5 )

maths : 46 ( D7 )

science : 52 [ not confirmed] ( C6 )

chinese : 60 ( B4 )

home ec : 65 ( B3 )

d&t : 75 ( A1 )

art : 61 ( B4 )

lit : 60 ( B4 )

geog : 40 ( E8 )

history : 62 ( B4 )

Percentage : 57.8%

No more F9's this time.

Three cheers.

2008-10-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

How do you feel,

when you cant get into the class you want to go,

when you've planned about your future,

yet, it's never gonna be fufilled,

Because, you didnt reach that mark.

& when, your friends got what they wanted,

seeing them so happy,

you'll only feel worser.

Cold and weak now.

bye.

2008-10-14T05:01:00.000-07:00

I dont know if im happy, or what?

School was quite okay.

first period was maths.

Got back paper 1. quite happy?

then got back paper 2. Fuckthewholeworldupsidedown.

damn it. waste so much time on maths. then fail.

ZXZXZXZXZ.

Should just type out all the papers i get back today.

lazy to type out everything that happened today.

English : P1 : 37/50

P2 : 19.5/50 ( great. VERY GREAT) -'-

total : 50.3 -_-

Chinese : P1 : 45/70

P2 : 41/70

P3 : 26/40

P4 : 16/20

total : 64/100 ( satisfied)

Maths : P1 : 28/50

P2 : 19.5/50

Total : 47.5 ( FXXX)

Science : 47.5/100

History : 31.5/50

Literature : 45/75 :D:D

overall. it still sucks.

2008-10-13T01:53:00.000-07:00

right or wrong.

Somehow, i dont know if this decision is suppose to be

right or wrong.

I find it coming too fast.

Way too fast.

Okayzx. Did some quiz yesterday.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.

You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people.

You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.

This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.

The opposite sex finds this very attractive,

and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.

But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education :
Education is very important in life.

You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.

Knowing what you like to do is important.

Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen

career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.

This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people

. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence.

You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.

You might occasionally be calm and still,

but never for long.

You desire a love that will last forever.

You are quite serious about finding this type of love,

and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet

before deciding whether you could really love them.

You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:

you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their

life before deciding to form an attachment.

If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone.

Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though,

you could be missing out on some worthy relationships

because your standards are so high.

You love your friends very much -

so much so that it's actually quite a worry.

You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship.

You are a very sensitive and fragile person,

and are therefore likely to get upset easily.

You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do.

Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance.

Nevertheless, people do really love you because

your highest priority is your friends.

Interests :

The dramatic arts,

entertaining,

dance,

design,

fashion,

beauty,

giving people hope and inspiration

Hates

Being ignored

Suitable Careers

Actor,

dancer,

teacher,

youth worker,

professional sports person,

astrologer,

politician,

commissioner,

jeweler,

managing director

2008-10-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

Im pretty moodless now -.-

Crapping with many people in msn.

oh yea.

I hope you get this STRAIGHT in your HEAD.

I dont like/love you.

stop waiting or whatever.

if i could fall for you, it would have been ages ago.

i cant force myself to like you.

nor could i let you have my heart.

so, leave me alone & find someone new could you?

there's much more girls out there anyway.

2008-10-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

Whateverrrrrr/

My hair could make the people laugh.

ohwell. Imma China doll.

zxzxzxzxz.

Laugh all you want.

It'll only change my attitude towards you.

Assholes.

Joey : i dont think i'll be joining.

Emerson : haha, its only what a friend could do right?

Yanyi : dont sad okayy [:

Deon : haha. yo

Feon : Haha, no lah. [:

Aiyun : you wanna see who more fat? -.-

Joyce : Lololol. i need tie up in school leh! bu shi very ugly -.-

you laugh at me mah T_T

Leonard : very funny right -.- wait till you see it on tuesday.

Megan : wo hui link you one. just that i very very lazy :x

Weien : hello. imma china doll ._.

2008-10-10T04:35:00.000-07:00

Woke up super early today!

10.45 :D

Met up with Aiyun & off to feon's house.

met up w. FeonTanAiAi. :D

Bused to petal there.

cutted me kuku hair.

now more kuku =.=

Then bused to Tamp.

went to apply blah blah.

then go eattt, i only drank O:

saw SISTER! she laughed at my hair ]:

dont friend you le lah D:

Then bused home. the bus move like snail.

z. and got one man sit beside me, so smelly ]:

and he keeps chewing something. i kept staring at him -.-

Ewww.

the kuku hair! -.-

2008-10-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

It is my profound love for you

that brought us together. Now,

it is the same profound love that will separate us..

Arttttt. The subject i Loveee most.

I couldnt believe i couldnt finish colouring!

soooo FED UP.

NO chance go art class already. zx

After that, Met with Martin etc etc.

then bused to bedok inter, BBT &

Walked home. encountered weird stuffs -.-

2 black asses & one weird wind.

Bathed, changed, waited for aiyun & feon call.

Mummy was like ' walao , you never bring me along '

Finally, they called!

Bused to inter, met & mrt-ed to harbourfront.

walked to vivooooo, walked around.

window shopping -.-

went mini toons to find my handphone strap.

Polka polkaaa dotszx!

Then went to the staircase sit sit ._.

sit till butt sibei painnnnnnnnnnn.!

skips *

then at the end, we going back home SOON,

went Giant to get some stuff,

thn got one worker,

she was like ' Eh, the price tag bu yao dong hor! '

thn its like, feon also never go touch till it,

then not happy luhzsx!

then when we walk back,

aiyun walk pass the worker first,

she stared,

feon walked pass, stared too, then feon look at her

& said :" Si Pu Bor "

Laughoutloud. then the woman look at me -.-

so, we bused back, 1 hr +++++++

I CANNOT LONG DISTANCE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

then my head pain =.=

changed bus & back home ._.

2008-10-08T02:16:00.000-07:00

I had already put all my emotions on hold:

I will no longer be controlled by my emotions,

or by you.

Science paper yesterday,

Quite alright, i cant believe i actually forgot some stuff

that i've studied the night before.

(last minute studying doesnt work -.-)

Went home after paper & studied for maths.

last minute studying againnnnn.

and so, maths paper 1 today.

Its quite alright.

Somehow, i find it easier than paper 2.

but alot of ppl keep say paper 2 easier.

Wthhhhhhhh,

maybe i expected too much from myself =.=

kay. wadever.

Went aiyun's house after the papers.

Watched The sisters. =_=

scared the shit out of meeeeee.

Reyna good lah. run off first ._.

But the ending was super crap okay!

So bo link one -.-

Junyong, Deon & william joined us after that,

Walked to bus stop, and bused home :D

&&&&& ,

Someone says my post are emo.

-_____________________________________-"

2008-10-05T20:37:00.000-07:00

upon those sadness,

it just takes one minute to end it all.

and there would be no more me.

Woke up founding myself feeling very very cold.

And weak too, i didnt even have enough

strength to walk to the kitchen,

wore a jacket to school.

Some people thought i siao,

so hot still wear jacket, =.=

but i wasnt sweating at all,

except during the paper.

Screwed up maths,

wadever.

homed with reyna.

gotta study for science later,

i cant afford to screw up another paper.

Belinda is so dumb, cant even get 1 pathetic question done properly,

Give you do one sum, you know how do, change abit,

Thn dunno how do already.

Blooody dumb ass.

whats the point of crying when the papers are done?

you wont make it, you will never make it in life.

you're better off on the streets, begging for money,

you think you could succeed?

please, you cant.

Just disappear from this world.

useless.

2008-10-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Whats the point of mugging now,

its too late. way too late.

I cant take it man.

Blame me for not studying earlier on.

No matter how many questions or sums i do now,

i cant do it. Cant.

wadever.

Chc-ed today!

after service, went airport to eat.

today alot of ppl eat :]:]:]

after that, took bus back with zech lin changrong!

walked alot from the bus stop to my house.

reached home, bathe, tuition.

papa fetch me, dinner :D

I dont know whats your problem,

you're like freaking biased?

fuckyou.

2008-10-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

But.. what could i do..

Hard to hold.. Hard to let go.

Had difficulty sleeping last night.

super super hard to breathe. ]:

i felt like, ending my life there. =.=

morning, woke up at 8, super early le lehs.

Watched tv, bathe, offf to church office.

saw FISHCAKE.

.________________________."

thn got alot of things i forgot what happened ;x

then after that, went singpost eat.

& homed with madeline.

had alot to talk about.

*laughs.

2008-10-03T03:41:00.000-07:00

Unglams down there!

Sorry if i shouldnt be posting this.

but! i seldom upload photo. so enjoy lah :D

(someone says i look fat here ^)

2008-10-03T01:41:00.000-07:00

Goodbye to the nice belinda.

Hello evil one.

2008-09-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

You had my favourite colour - purple.

I made you purple for a REASON.

maybe back then, i made it for fun. but these few days..

Idk why, but i loved that purple was on you.

i've been waiting & waiting. but it didnt came true.

Maybe. Im just some ordinary girl.

& im not special enough for you.

thats that.

Bye.

2008-09-30T02:54:00.000-07:00

You'll never understand why.

We were super close before that feeling came.

But when it came, Everything seems to fall apart.

Im no one.

Im not special. Im just any Ordinary girl.

I guess, its better if i kept this a secret.

Everyone's feeling shag or tired these few days ]:

Including me. I slept in science & cme today.

Ms Candy thought i was sick. ._.

Early morning. i accidentaly diao-ed someone =.=

This sounds rediculous, but if you read this. sorry alright ._.

Its boring today.

=________________________________="

2008-09-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

Gossiping ;
Something everyone does everyday.

Defination : idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal
or private affairs of others.

Is Gossiping really that great?
It'll just make your mouth rott & you'll go to hell. you morons.
Just wake up abit. What could gossiping get you to?
More trouble.

And im not talking about anyone in particular.
So dont come and ask me if its you,you,you,you or you.
yea. gossip bout me for all i care.
you're just gonna go hell.

Horoscope :

Today, some people will agree with you, and some people will not.

And you need to learn how to accept those

who don't see things the way you do.

They're not trying to dismiss you, they're just being themselves.

You can't waste your energy picking fights with people about things you cannot change

-- namely, the way they think.

If you butt heads with someone, just move on to other people and other things.

Agree to disagree, and save your strength for things

you can actually change.

Sheesh, 6 papers finished already :D

so fast okay. Still left ..

Maths Paper 1 & 2,

Literature,

Science,

Art.

Eh? idk if still have =.=

Jia you liao mans. :D:D

I almost fell asleep during Chinese P1 today.

But the half hour, i was day dreaming.

P2, not enough time ]:

Macflurry with reynaaaa :D

She keeps claiming herself sexy okay.

I asked her whats her greatest achievement in life,

She said : making you sexy!

=.= thankyou. i know i v. sexy lahs :D

2008-09-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

What you said. i put it behind.

you'll never understand why.

you never hear what i've to say.

you always thought im in the wrong.

its always me.

Went children church in the morning.

okay. super boring. no offence.

Lunched, Off to church office.

Then blah blah.

Then somehow,

it just fell.

everything just fell.

Bused home with jonathan and andrew.

Thanks for sending me to my stop (:

2008-09-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

As promised,

Im posting nowwwww.

4 papers down, Many more to go. ]:

Im screwed Geog & History D:D:

I should have studied more lah.

Slack slack slack, omgosh ]:

Needa buck up for the other subjects already.

I want to get 55% & above for overall percentage! :D

Mye get 51% only =.=

Thats very risky

well, just good luck to all yea :D

Chiongg studies! (not) (:

2008-09-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

Will be updating later.

yea. if i can.

2008-09-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

Things to do :

Study.
Study.
Study.

DAMN IT. exams in like 2 bloody days & im still slacking!

Fuckzxxxxxzz.!

on hiatus? Come on.

i wont go running away. :D

Melissa : yay! :D
Yanyi : yeap yeap. Bubbleteaaa.
PasserBUY : hahaha. thanks, love you too. omg O:
Chenhan : omg! gay.
Emer : replied in ur blog i think.
Joyce : replied in your blog {;
Weien : ticoooo :D wo hen hao. :D
Cqr : i know lor! ==
Weien : why cannot! its so cute!
Melissa : MELISSAAAA :D
Feon : yups yups!
YANYI: oh! i forgot about it. :P
Jiahui : lol.! cute.
Darius : yay! x2
Chiumei : {:{:{:!
Venus : but im gonna die ]:
Feon : wo mei you.

2008-09-21T02:15:00.000-07:00

Currently on HIATUS.

reply tags after exams.

2008-09-19T05:38:00.002-07:00

Im very weak,

weaker & weaker everyday,

it feels as though, im dying any minute,

Or fainting at least.

my legs tremble when i walk,

whenever i stand up,

Headache comes, Can anyone understand how i feel?

im dying

m dying

dying

ying

ing

Im dead, Be glad.

2008-09-19T05:38:00.001-07:00

Pictures learned to talk, dont they?

2008-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

I dont even know what i am thinking now,

maybe you all thought i fell for xxx already.

Did i say so? no.

Im just flirting ard i guess.

Idk what i am feeling...

No one will understand how i feel,

No one.

I trust you will never lie to me,

but i guess, you did.

Nevermind, im used to it.

No point hiding, I know everything.

2008-09-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

I gotta let my Spirit be free,

& open up my heart.

Many things happened on Sat & Today :D

I shall not say too much,

i forgot part of it already.

But! Belinda Tan's guai today.

After lunch, Went home straight to do art hw :D

But she hasnt complete it -.-

Okay. Ciaos.

2008-09-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

No matter what,

Im still a liar.

hate me, Just hate me.

~~uoyrofllafannawtnodi~~

2008-09-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

It felt as though,

It was Just yesterday when i was strong,

It was just yesterday when i was born,

It was just yesterday when i said ' mummy '

It was just yesterday when i learned to walk,

It was just yesterday when i got into primary school,

It was just yesterday when i last saw my primary school friends,

It was just yesterday when i came to secondary school,

It was just yesterday when Eunice Yik went to australia,

It was just yesterday when i gone up to secondary 2.

It was just yesterday when i got my mid year results,

It was just yesterday that we became together,

It was just yesterday when you left me.

Super tired today, slept at english lessonnnn.

somehow, everyone's noisy, so is the teacher,

Just managed to doze off for a few minutes,

recessed, science-d, Chinese-d.

Ate & msged in classs O:

[Someone's scared his teacher would see him msging, & didnt dare to reply me. LOL]

after school, went to D&T.

Managed to finish it? except sticking. O:

Went off at 335?

Aiyun found me & jingni, & we went to play table tennis :D

Waahaha, i thrashed Yanyi! :P

she owes me bubble teaaaaa :x

Bus to yanyi's house, Then me & aiyun walked to her house area,

& 222-ed home :D

Shag, Tired & Moody.

Replies to Tags :

Joey : Noooooo, I then dont wan be mrs Pc okay. :P

Joey : Nevermind.

Jiahui : aha. Read finish liao right :P

Calli : Hahaa. okays.

Aiyun : -.-

YanYi : Told you already! Thinking ....... :D

Emerson : replied at your blog.

Aiyun : uh, some random blog lehs.

Emerson : replied at your blog.

Aiyun : yah loh, Cannot take Jokes. LOL

Cindy : yes it is, yes it is :P

Jiahui : nevermind.

Emerson : replied at your blog.

2008-09-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

You are all I've wanted,

You are all I need

You are all I've dreamed of,

You are all of this to me.

Schooooled. More fun today :p

Early in the morning had maths -_-

super tired.

English next, talked to feon. (alot)

And walked ard the whole classroom block :x

Recess, etc etc.
The last lesson was GEOG.

JingHui, Kiatseng & me was crapping about the ' 人肉包'

& 人肉包 was super bu shuang with us O:

Maybe only me. :x

& 人肉包 freaking threw a paper ball at me,

& Hit till my Nehneh! Wth -.-

I felt like slapping him you know.

After school. shhh :D

2008-09-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hees, Daddy's so stupid just now :D

Lets see, our conver! :D

Daddy : eh eh , come take chair sit down, i wan talk to you.

Me : Dont wan lah, i wan watch tv. Somemore i sit down, i just eat finish, the

waist will big one sia!

Daddy : okay. then you stand here.

Me : I told you i wan watch tv -_-

Daddy : Awhile only lah.

Me : okay okay

Daddy : You hor, next time hor, dont sit on the computer for so long leh!

Me : where got long?! OHYA, THAT DAY U SCOLD ME,

I HAVEN EXPLAIN! I THAT DAY COME BACK AT 6,

I USE COMP TILL 10 only lehs! where got use 6 hours!

Daddy : 4 hours also alot lor!

Me : but but but! u still misunderstood me!

Daddy : Haha

Me : SAY SORRY!

Daddy : HUH? FOR WHAT.

Me : you misunderstood me leh!

Daddy : dont want!

Then i walked off -.- dont wan talk to him already!

this kind of person ah, wrong jiu dont wan admit :P

one more thing!

Mummy came home with loads of stuff,

Thought some yummy stuff.

But ....

instead, it was all ORGANICS.

OMG, what 7 types of things added together,

my mother point to me & my dad,

All the things in that cereal,

then i was like " WA, LIDDAT BU SHI LAO SAI! "

mummy said " LAO SAI NI DE TOU! " (diarrhoea{dont know how spell} your head! )

daddy laughed -.-

2008-09-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.

Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.

Not one to mess with. Rare to find.

Good when found

GEMINI - Irresistible

Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where...

Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.

Talkative. Outgoing, VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.

Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word.

Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way.

Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke.

Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet, but usually crazy!

2008-09-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

If only, time could heal all wounds.

~~After what you said,~~

~~I guess, It will never change.~~

Early in the morning, had hair check or smth,

then its like, we girls stay for what siah? also wont get caught one.

then aiyun, feon, me , jiahui, reyna & jingni wanted to go off -.-

then mr rag walk towards us? ask us to pick up litter -_-

Okay. humiliating.

Then had lessons.

Well, still the same :P

after school, Feon, aiyun & reyna came my hsee,

cabed O:

Then cooked mee & nuggets :x

the oil is so scary!

then ate & they went back -.-

Okays, before they went back.

Aiyun & Feon said something,

And they ran in my room!

play with my bed -_-

crazy! hahahahaha!

2008-09-08T19:53:00.000-07:00

Cooollllll. Very Very very long never reply tags already,

so, Now reply okay! :)

From 31st august!

Jiahui : Hahahaha! sad lah! :)

Joey : hahah. you were cans? Yeah!

Jiahui : you ben lai jiu should cover your mouth when you laughing okays

-- & you not ugly lah.

Weien : hello tico :D

Aiyun : yups.

YongSiang : replied long ago in your blog. HAHAHA.

Darius : No way! :) & you look Good in that picture anyway.

Yanyi : Hahaha! People fated to msg you at that time mah :D

Feon : hahaha. (:

Aiyun : no problems. No, it dont suck! :P

Joey : mrs PCCCCCCC! :P Po-ta-toe.

Yongsiang : yups! :D

Jay : thankyou? :D

Cindy : Yo man :x

Feon : where got emo! ^^

Joey : No happy stuff mah ]: hahaha. im lazy to edit them ;x

Jiahui : XieXie ni? (: yups. red is Hot. :x

Yanyi : im happy :P

Aiyun : boooo. im not sad. :)

Jiahui : but i dont miss you! HAHAHA.

Megan : hahaa. shall link you up soon alright.

Joey : ahaha.

YanYi : you should know! *grins*

Feon : hahaa. wo zhi dao. ^^

Emerson : hahahah! new friend!

Weien : nooooooo! D:

Shuya : hahas. Thanks, Yeaps. super true.

Aiyun : yeaps. try it.

Tingwei : linked! :D

sorry for the late replies yeah.

2008-09-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

Freaking day, Freaking day, Freaking day,

Nothing turns out right.

Schooled like usual,

Nothing much.

after school,

went HPB For backbone checkup,

Then went for x-ray.

Then went china town,

& bused home.

I hate belinda tan the fucker.

2008-09-07T02:26:00.000-07:00

Okay, enjoy.

If you've just had a break-up and are feeling down, you're not alone. Just about everyone experiences a break-up at sometime, and many then have to deal with heartbreak —

a wave of grief, anger, confusion, low self-esteem, and maybe even jealousy all at once. Millions of poems and songs have been written about having a broken heart and wars have even been fought because of heartbreak.

True? yes.

Lots of things can cause heartbreak. Some people might have had a romantic relationship that ended before they were ready. Others might have strong feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same way. Or maybe a person feels sad or angry when a close friend ends or abandons the friendship. Although the causes may be different, the feeling of loss is the same — whether it's the loss of something real or the loss of something you only hoped for. People describe heartbreak as a feeling of heaviness, emptiness, and sadness.

Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain.

Here are some tips that might help:

Share your feelings.

Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)

Remember what's good about you.

This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.

Take good care of yourself.

A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too.

Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and

depression and give your self-esteem a boost.

Don't be afraid to cry.

Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.

Do the things you normally enjoy.

Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.

Keep yourself busy.

Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps.

This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby.

That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process —

it just means you should focus on other things too.

Give yourself time.

It takes time for sadness to go away.

Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks —

and sometimes even months.

Somehow, I hope this will help People (:

including myself.

2008-09-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

Headache's.

~~kcuf~~.

My phone's gonna break into two anytime -.-

Which is, Im not gonna have a phone (?)

cause my sony ericsson one sott alrdy. ]:

Someone help me with art?

I seriously got stuck.

The Leaf one's hopeless - -'

Totally crapppppppppppppppppp.

momma says i got attitude. (:

well, w.a.d.e.v.e.r.

2008-09-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

一滴...两滴..三滴..。难道就这样骗自己，说自己根本不爱他?

I dont love you.

Im a Big Fat Liar.

2008-09-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

Destiny Cries's a Nice book.

Fate & destiny? do you all believe in that?

Do you believe, you can go into another reality?

I believe.

i cant change destiny.

My Life's like this.

I DONT WANT ANYONE TO UNDERSTAND ME.

2008-09-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

Lol, im bored.

#1 Who was the first one who tagged/ passed this to you?

Cindy!

LKLLLLLLL.

#2 Your relationship with him/her?

Sister in Christ :D

Brother in Christ.

#3 Your first impression of him/her

Friendly lah deyyy.!

Irritating, cause, the first time i talked to him,

he made Joel called me aunty.

#4 The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you?

Bu zhi dao leh ;x

comforting (?)

#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you

dunno ;x

#6 If she becomes your lover, you will...

If she'll allow, then say bah :D

Umm, i'll die of distraction -,-

#7 If he/she becomes your lover, the thing--

huh ?

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will.

Depends, if it's my fault, i'll avoid her? ._.

Gahhh, die of banging of doooorsssss.

#9 If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be..

Me being sensative! D:

Fighting back -.-

#10 What do you desire to do for him/ her?

Support her in everyway yeahs.

Comfort him! O:

#10 What do you want to do for him/her

Help her lohh. in anyway!

Bu zhi dao.

#11 your overall impression of him/her is

=.=

#12 How do you think people around you would feel about you?

i dont care what they feel, but im sure they'll say

who's this retarded ass yeah?

#13 What do you like about yourself?

Nothing -.-

#14 What do you hate about yourself?

For being a failure.

#15 The most idea person you want to be is...

me, myself & i.

#16 Say something to the people that care and like you.

dont know.

#17 Passs this quiz to ten people

1. Joyce sisterrrrrrrrr

2. venus eeee!

3. Feon aiai!

4. Aiyun meiiii.

5. Leonard nggggg

6. Lionel eeeeeee!

7. Lkl!

8. JiaHui nuer (:

9. dariusssssss.

10. Yanyi mei :D

#18 Who is 6 having a relationship with? - Lionel

His gay partner? no idea.

#19 Is 9 a male or a female? - Darius

Shemale.

#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? - Lkl , Yanyi

No -,- 一个天，一个地

#21 What is number 2 studying? - venus

Studying more bout belinda!

#22 When is the last time you chatted with number 3? - Feon

hmms, a couple of hours ago O:

#23 What kind of music does 8 like? - Jiahui

No idea O:

#24 Does 1 have siblings? - Joyce

Yessss. !

#25 Will you woo 3? - Feon

why bother woo-ing her? she's already my wife lah dey, & we

got a child named Lion. (:

#26 How about 7? - Lkl

No thank you -.- i dont wanna die of noise.

#27 Is No 4 Single? - Aiyun

Currently, yes.

#28 What is the Surname of 5? - Leonard

Ng, N for Nemo & G for Gay. (:

#29 What is number 10's hobby? - Yanyi

I know, but bu ke yi shuo (:

I mean, its smth you all dont wanna know! * laughs.

#30 Does 5 and 9 get along well together? -Leonard , Darius

Seriously, I dont know. But one's my mummy & one's my daddy!

Bed also go before :P

Joking -.- , they never say wan acknowledge me :P

#31 Where is 2 studying at? - Venus

Tkss. O:

Noob school -.-

#32 Say something casual about 1? - Joyce

Eh, she mooo's at the morning,

Mooo's in the afternoon,

& at night, she moooooo's at my face.

Getting fed up with a Mehhhhh back instead :P

#33 HAve to tried developing feelings for 6? - Lionel

No. NO. NO.

Why, cause, I'll L.O.L everyday -.-

#34 Where does 9 live at? - Darius

Chai cheeeeeee.

#35 What colour does 4 like? - Aiyun

Blue? pink? -.-

#36 Are 1 and 5 best friends? - Joyce, Leonard

Not say best of friends, but friends jiu yeah.

#37 Does 1 have pets? - Joyce

A hairlesss dog.

#38 Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?- Lkl

Omgosh,yes -.- the sexiest PEAAAAA in the world.

2008-09-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

Do i look happy?

Im gonna smile, cause i deserve to.

No matter what,

I'll accept the truth.

I'll hold yesterday, that day, forever, in my heart.

2008-09-03T08:12:00.000-07:00

We always knew that it'd come to this.

It's times like these I forget what I miss.

Matters of heart are hard to address.

Especially when yours is full of emptiness.

And it's quite alright.

And goodbye for now.

Just look up to the stars,

and believe who you are,

'cause it's quite alright.

And so long, goodbye.

2008-09-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

Today

Talked on phone with Feon, Aiyun & Leo last night.

Till 1 plus -_- . people almost fall asleep.

Aiyun was mia-ing.

Feon was talking like some mad woman.

Leonard's rather quiet, but also very noisy at times.

Then today wake up, cannot wake up leh,

Dunno why, -.-

But still managed to Wake up.

Bathed then went to school.

D&t. rotted there like omgosh.yes.

Met Feon & co. outside school.

Cause of me & Jingni, we missed the bus? -.-

okay, sorry.

Then had the amazing race alright.

Well, nothing much, let the pictures talk [:

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Tuesday.
Woke up early for Miss Joey Ang. Aka : mrs P.C (:

Met her at Bus stop. went Petal mac :D

Studied, Like. yes, STUDY. -__-

Belinda's so guai. :x

Studied till around 2 plus going 3.

went to take contact lens.

Learn how to put also.

Super hard loh -_-

2008-09-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Early Fourteen Birthday!

As old as me liao leh! O:

Wo zhi dao wo bi jiao lao, bu yao xiao wo luh -_-.

No matter What you did In the past,

You'll still be my good-est friend.

Forever (:

I hope you remember me lehs!

U forget me, i'll kill you! {:

生日快乐 ♥

Tmtiwts,bimh,whan.

break the code yourself (:

2008-09-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

Finally Got people want go :D

Yaysssss. !

At least i invited 3, than no one -_-.

XieXieNiMen. (:

Sheesh, Im bored.

I got many things to say,

Yet, I dont dare to.

Because, its already over. (:

2008-09-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

Hello! Back from shopping yeahs :D

Wanted to go chinatown with mummy,

but when we settle the Contact lens & Specs Thingy,

Quite late already, so didnt go.

Shopped around bedok instead. O:

I bought ma hoodie already :D

so big canszx.

& my bro's wearing contrast skinnies. LOL.

So weird! but still, nice lah :D

Muahahaa, im gonna wear half frame specs already! :D

& im not gonna wear contacts so often ]:

Just maybe on some occasions when i need to O:

backbone checkup's soon.

Stupid, need strip off let doctor see. -_-

I hope i dont get a male one this time.

sheesh.

2008-08-31T07:02:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, Not forgetting.

Happy birthday to

Zhiqing

and

mummaye :D